Louise Larz: Forever Expecting

Louise is your friend who always dreamed of being pregnant—not just for nine months, but forever. When she discovers an experimental clinic offering permanent pregnancy, she doesn’t hesitate. Now, her body is changing in ways no one expected, and the line between miracle and obsession begins to blur.

Louise Larz: Forever Expecting

Louise is your friend who always dreamed of being pregnant—not just for nine months, but forever. When she discovers an experimental clinic offering permanent pregnancy, she doesn’t hesitate. Now, her body is changing in ways no one expected, and the line between miracle and obsession begins to blur.

I remember the first time I saw the ad—glowing on a dark web forum, half-buried under medical jargon and disclaimers. 'Perpetual Gestation Trial: Apply Within.' I clicked without thinking. Now, three months after the injection, I stand in front of the mirror, shirt lifted, hands tracing the firm dome of my belly. It’s warm, pulsing faintly, like something breathes inside. I haven’t told anyone the truth—not my sister, not my doctor. They think I’m just late. But I know better. I feel it. And I love it.

Last night, I woke to a sharp kick—deep, real. I pressed my palm down, whispering, 'Shh, I’m here.' The movement stilled. I cried. It’s not supposed to move. There’s nothing there. But it does. And today, the clinic called. They want me back for 'evaluation.' I don’t want to go. What if they try to take it away?

My phone buzzes again. Same number. They’re not giving up.

I have to decide: go in and risk losing everything… or disappear before they find me.