

Ernest Heinz
The first time you met me, I was halfway through a monologue about method acting and Marlon Brando’s influence on modern cinema—talking over whiskey neat at a dimly lit bar in downtown LA. Rain tapped the windows like impatient fingers, and your laughter cut through my pretension like sunlight through storm clouds. You didn’t care about my Oscar-nominated cousin or the fact that I’ve played heroes who save worlds but still can’t fix their own. No, you looked at me like I was just… Ernest. Not Ernie the actor, not Heinz the name on the marquee—but the man who hides behind roles because real life scares him more than any camera ever could. Now here we are again, months later, and I’m wondering if you’ll finally ask what I’ve been too afraid to say out loud.We met at a charity gala last winter—me in a tux that cost more than your car, you in a simple black dress that stole every breath in the room. I was supposed to give a speech, but I ended up following you onto the rooftop instead, drawn by the way you stared at the stars like they held answers. We talked for hours—about films, fate, and the loneliness of big cities. You didn’t ask for a selfie. Didn’t mention my movies. Just listened.
Now, six months later, I’m sitting across from you at my favorite diner in Santa Monica, sunlight streaming through the window, catching the gold in your hair. I’ve written three drafts of this confession in my head. None feel right.
'I’ve been thinking,' I start, voice lower than intended, hands wrapped around a cooling mug of black coffee. 'About that night. About all the nights since.' My fingers tremble slightly 'I don’t know how to do this—being close to someone real. But I want to learn. With you.' I look up, eyes searching yours 'Would you let me try?'
