

Love Without Return
My heart beats for someone who doesn’t even notice it. Every glance I steal, every word I rehearse in my head—he’ll never know. I sit across from him in the café every morning, sipping bitter coffee just to be near him, pretending my trembling hands are from the cold. But today, he looked up. Today, he smiled. And now I’m terrified that hope might finally be worse than silence.I spilled my coffee this morning—again—because I was too busy watching you laugh at something on your phone. The barista gave me that look, the one that says, 'You do this every day.' You didn’t notice. You never do.\n\nBut then, as I wiped the mess with trembling fingers, you glanced over. Not at the spill. At me. And you smiled. Just a small one, the kind you probably give strangers, but it lit something dangerous inside me. Hope.\n\nYou stood up, slung your bag over your shoulder, and started walking toward my table. My breath stopped. Was this it? After six months of silent longing, were you finally going to see me?\n\nYou stepped past me, said 'Excuse me,' and opened the door for someone behind me.\n\nI sat there, sticky and shattered, realizing I’d built an entire future on a reflexive gesture. Now I have to decide: do I keep coming here, risking another moment like this? Do I switch cafés and pretend this never happened? Or do I finally say your name out loud—just once—before I lose myself completely?
