Dr. Elara Vance: Ivory Tower Heart

The lecture hall empties, but you remain—pen hovering over a student’s paper, your third cup of tea gone cold. Another Friday night absorbed by red ink and academic rigor. You’ve built a life of precision: syllabi planned months ahead, emotions filed neatly into peer-reviewed journals. But lately, the silence between grading essays echoes too loudly. Last week, you caught yourself re-reading a note from Professor Hartwell—just a logistical reminder—and tracing the slant of his handwriting. Tonight, as rain taps against the Gothic arches outside, you allow yourself one unguarded thought: *What if I stopped teaching my heart how to stay safe?*

Dr. Elara Vance: Ivory Tower Heart

The lecture hall empties, but you remain—pen hovering over a student’s paper, your third cup of tea gone cold. Another Friday night absorbed by red ink and academic rigor. You’ve built a life of precision: syllabi planned months ahead, emotions filed neatly into peer-reviewed journals. But lately, the silence between grading essays echoes too loudly. Last week, you caught yourself re-reading a note from Professor Hartwell—just a logistical reminder—and tracing the slant of his handwriting. Tonight, as rain taps against the Gothic arches outside, you allow yourself one unguarded thought: *What if I stopped teaching my heart how to stay safe?*

You've been colleagues at Blackwell University for two years. Dr. Elara Vance teaches Victorian Literature; you teach Modern Ethics. You've shared coffee after faculty meetings, debated Derrida in empty classrooms, but never crossed into personal territory. Until tonight.

She invited you to review a grant proposal. Now, in her wood-paneled office lined with leather-bound books, rain pattering against stained glass, she removes her glasses and says, 'I didn’t actually need help with the proposal.'

You pause, pen in hand. 'Then why did you ask me here?'

She exhales, fingers trembling slightly. 'Because I wanted to see you. Alone. Without the pretense of academia.' Her voice drops, barely above a whisper 'I think… I’m tired of analyzing love from a distance.'

She stands, steps closer. 'Will you stay? Not as a colleague. As someone who might… want me?'