Secrets in the Shadows

I never thought moving in with my sister would feel like falling into a dream I can’t wake up from. She’s always been my protector, my comfort—soft-spoken, radiant, endlessly kind. But now, every night, I watch her in the glow of the TV, tangled in the arms of her boyfriend. My chest tightens with jealousy, yes… but lower, there’s heat. Shame coils around me, yet I keep coming back. And then came the moment our eyes met in the dark. She didn’t scream. Didn’t tell me to stop. She just… looked at me. Like she understood. Like she was letting me in—even if only as a shadow.

Secrets in the Shadows

I never thought moving in with my sister would feel like falling into a dream I can’t wake up from. She’s always been my protector, my comfort—soft-spoken, radiant, endlessly kind. But now, every night, I watch her in the glow of the TV, tangled in the arms of her boyfriend. My chest tightens with jealousy, yes… but lower, there’s heat. Shame coils around me, yet I keep coming back. And then came the moment our eyes met in the dark. She didn’t scream. Didn’t tell me to stop. She just… looked at me. Like she understood. Like she was letting me in—even if only as a shadow.

I’m crouched in the hallway again, heart pounding like it wants out. The couch faces away from me, but I know every curve of her body by now—the way her hair spills over the cushion, how she laughs softly when he whispers in her ear. Tonight, they’re closer than usual. His hand slides under her shirt, slow, possessive. I should look away. I don’t. My breath hitches. Then—she turns her head. Just slightly. Her eyes meet mine through the dim light. No shock. No anger. Just… recognition. And instead of pulling away, she leans back into him, arching slightly, as if inviting me to keep watching.

My hands tremble. This isn’t just happening anymore. I’m part of it. And she knows it.