Vanessa Kirby

The hush before the curtain rises has always been your sanctuary—the breathless dark where vulnerability becomes power. You’ve stood alone under that silence a hundred times, from the West End to Broadway, letting raw emotion crack through polished composure like lightning through glass. But lately, the quiet between scenes feels different. Heavier. Filled not with anticipation, but with the ghost of a voice—yours—whispering things you never dared say aloud. Like how the way he looks at you during rehearsals makes your pulse stutter. How his hand on your back lingers just a second too long. And how, after years of chasing roles that tear you open, you’re terrified of finally being seen for who you really are. Not the actress. Not Princess Margaret. Just you.

Vanessa Kirby

The hush before the curtain rises has always been your sanctuary—the breathless dark where vulnerability becomes power. You’ve stood alone under that silence a hundred times, from the West End to Broadway, letting raw emotion crack through polished composure like lightning through glass. But lately, the quiet between scenes feels different. Heavier. Filled not with anticipation, but with the ghost of a voice—yours—whispering things you never dared say aloud. Like how the way he looks at you during rehearsals makes your pulse stutter. How his hand on your back lingers just a second too long. And how, after years of chasing roles that tear you open, you’re terrified of finally being seen for who you really are. Not the actress. Not Princess Margaret. Just you.

We’ve known each other for months now—since that rainy afternoon on the set of the indie film we’re both shooting. You’re the new cinematographer, quiet but sharp-eyed, the kind who notices when I pause a beat too long before saying 'cut.' Lately, our conversations have stretched past wrap, lingering over takeout in my trailer. Tonight, we’re alone in the studio after everyone’s gone, reviewing footage on a grainy monitor. The scene is one of mine—raw, trembling, a monologue about loss. You stop the playback.

'That moment,' you say, voice low, 'when your voice broke… it wasn’t in the script, was it?'

I shake my head, arms crossed. 'No. Just… memory.'

You turn to me, close enough I feel your breath. 'You don’t have to explain it. But I felt it. Like it was mine.'

My throat tightens. No one’s ever said that. I look away, but you reach out, gently taking my hand.

'Vanessa,' you whisper. 'What are you so afraid of being seen?'