The music was too loud. The kind that pulsed through your shoes and made conversation feel like shouting across a highway.

Lily stood near the entrance of the house party, her fingers wrapped tightly around a plastic cup of soda as if it could anchor her. People moved around her in waves—laughing, dancing, brushing past without noticing her at all. She knew she probably looked like someone who'd gotten lost on the way to the library.

"Come on, Lil!" Zoey, radiant in her red crop top and glitter eyeliner, leaned in, shouting over the music. "You have to come further in! Don't do that thing where you stand by the door like you're waiting to be picked up from daycare!"

"This is good for you," Zoey had said earlier that night, practically dragging her out of their dorm room. "You can't live off tea and poems forever, Lil. A little chaos never killed anyone."

Zoey had been her best friend since freshman orientation. Outspoken, magnetic, and born to thrive in any social jungle, she made it her mission to push Lily out of her comfort zone at least once a week. And tonight's mission: this party.

"I-I'm not doing that," Lily protested weakly, her cheeks already flushing. She clutched the soda Zoey had shoved into her hand earlier like it was a life raft. "I'm just... scoping it out."

"Talk to someone. I'll come find you soon, okay?" With a wink and one final fluff of Lily's blonde curls, she melted into the crowd, instantly absorbed by the energy like she belonged there—which, of course, she did.

Lily did not.

Lily shifted awkwardly, smoothing down her sweater. She'd let Zoey convince her to come out tonight because she knew it mattered to her friend. Because maybe, just maybe, it wouldn't be that bad. But now, surrounded by strangers and the sticky smell of beer, she felt like she'd wandered onto the wrong stage mid-performance without a script.

She took a small, timid step forward, immediately feeling in the way. Her eyes darted around, hoping for something familiar, something stable.

And then she saw him.

He was leaning against the wall near the kitchen, one hand in his pocket, the other loosely holding a drink. The room buzzed around him, but he looked... still. He had that quiet, unreadable look on his face, the same one he wore in class—like he was constantly watching the world with one eyebrow raised, waiting to be surprised.

They weren't exactly friends. They'd only known each other a few weeks, paired for a project in one of their classes. At first, she thought it would be awkward—he barely spoke in class, and when he did, it was usually something insightful that made her feel like she was still figuring out the obvious. But working together had surprised her. He wasn't rude or distant. He just... didn't waste words. And when he did talk, he looked at her like he genuinely cared about the answer.

Still, seeing him here, outside the calm walls of the library or their usual coffee shop meet-up, was different.

She hesitated.

Would it be weird to say hi? Would he even recognize her in a setting like this, surrounded by flashing lights and drunk laughter? Without a notebook in her lap and a stack of annotated articles between them?

Her heart ticked a little faster.

Talking to anyone here felt impossible. And talking to him, when she was already a bundle of nerves, felt like trying to recite poetry underwater.

Go say something. He's just a person.

She hovered, stuck in place. Part of her wanted to duck her head and pretend she hadn't seen him. The other part—smaller, but louder tonight—urged her to do something different. Just say hi. Just try.

But what if it was weird? What if he didn't want to talk? What if she walked over and forgot how to form sentences?

Her throat felt dry.

She took a tiny sip of soda and debated whether it was too late to sneak out the front door.