Chapter 1 Good News

Eva's POV "Mom, Are you serious?" I chuckled cheerfully looking at my mother who is still blushing like a schoolgirl. I never saw her like this after my dad left us in this world. Yes, my father died when I'm 16. He is diagnosed with cancer. He can not survive even after medical treatment. My mom has always been upset after that. It takes her many months to finally choose to give up on my dad's memory and try to live for herself. I also miss dad but seeing mom miserable every time becomes worse. She tried to date some man and also fell in love with one of them whose name is Roy but he suddenly broke up with her without giving any reason. She felt hurt again. I don't know if she forgot about Roy or not because she truly likes him. But she finally met Mark and today morning she informed me that last night he finally proposed to her which shocked me. "Yes, honey! Mark proposed to me last night on our date. I wanted to tell you this yesterday but you already fell asleep!" Mom informed me with little regret but I told her there is nothing to regret. "I'm so happy for you mom!" I held her both hands and started jumping like a child. Yes, it looks funny. But I truly feel another level of happiness. Mom chuckles loudly to see my reaction. "Eva! I want to show you one more thing!" She surprisingly looked at me and showed a bright smile on her face. My mom's face still glows like a young lady's. No one can say, she's the mother of an 18 years old daughter like me. She's beautiful, smart, and elegant. She's a well-tempered lady who was passed on by her wealthy family. Yes, My mom's background was rich while my dad is a normal employee. They fall in love with each other in their college time and get married. My grandparents are open-minded people, so their wedding didn't make any fuss. While I was looking at my mom's glowing face, suddenly she raised her half hand and showed me her diamond ring which was looking too beautiful on her beautiful white slender finger. The ring design is so unique and glorious. "Ohh my God!" I held my hands in my mouth with surprise. "Mom! That's great!" I exclaimed with happiness. "Congratulations!" I just hugged her warmly. "Thank you!" She also patted my back with a light hand. Her face is blushing. I can sense how happy she is. I also feel happy to see her finally taking steps for her future. She met that man two months ago at a friend's marriage party. After that, they started to meet each other. His name is Mark Grayson. Mom told me he is nine years younger than mom but his maturity is at a different level. They both love to connect more. My mom's age is 38 while his age is 29 which made me more shocked to hear about her relationship. But she's happy, so I'm happy. I don't know about their physical relationship because I never saw mom coming late or something like body language. I never met her boyfriend before, I only heard about him through mom's conversation. But with my mom's words, I can say he is the most charming and gentle person and husband material. I'm truly glad she finally met her connection, her new soul mate. I want to thank that man for bringing a smile back to my mom's face. Mom told me he is more handsome than my father, which made me a little curious to see him. Now, they are dating officially. I think this is the right time to meet him. "Mom! I want to meet him!" I announced looking at her with a bright face. I couldn't restrain my happiness. "I know, you wanted to meet him for a long time!!" My mom said with a little chuckle. "So, when will I be able to see him?" I asked without hiding my excitement. My mom looked at me and held my hand. "He is going to come to our house this Sunday! I already invited him to our home for lunch!" She announced with a smile while my mouth opened wide with excitement. "That's great!" I shouted with an excited voice. I'll thank him for making my mom this happy. My mom blushes all over the face whenever she sees her diamond ring. "Dad, I hope mom can get whatever she wants!" I wished in my heart while looking at her happiness. "Eva, you need to go to college now! It's already time!" My mom commanded me and I looked at the wall clock and nodded to her. Let me now introduce myself. Hi! My name is Eva Green. I'm 18 years old. This is my first year in college. I had many friends in college. I have a boyfriend also, Janson Wilson. He is 2 years older than me and also in the senior class. He is my first boyfriend and I hope he is going to be my last. I don't know about love but we both love to make out. Yeah, I'm not a virgin. We both got into a relationship after I went to college within the first month. I'm not a simple girl as you already can say. My appearance is also beautiful. For example, my mom's beauty is elegant while my beauty is hot and sexy. Many boys tried to pursue me but I was not ready for a serious relationship, so I rejected them within a second. But after coming into college, I met my boyfriend who is handsome,  sexy, and popular one! Many girls were jealous of me but I didn't give them a damn. He is good to me and I also love the way he always made me crave for him. Damn it! I already started thinking about our first sensual night. When he makes out with me in his car. That was the most pleasurable day of my life. He made me forget about other things. I'm already standing in front of the college's main entrance and hope to see him today. Actually, my boyfriend had gone abroad for a few days. But today, he is going to come back. I'm so delighted to see him again. God damn! I truly miss him these days and of course his touch on my skin!"

Chapter 2 First Interaction

Eva's POV "Janson!" I whispered in his ears while his hand found my treasure. "You are already wet for me baby!" He chuckled and rubbed that part above the panty. I bit my lower lips sensually and looked at his handsome face. He is just a perfect boyfriend. "Yes, I'm so wet for you! Only for you!" I seductively looked at his black affectionate eyes and smiled lovingly. "Is that so!" He rubbed that part with more pressure which made me shudder with excitement. His touch always made me like a different person. He always loves to tease me in our alone time like this and I loved it. A few hours ago when I entered the college. I found him in the classroom and the next second, his eyes met mine while he bit his lower lip and smirked evilly. I know he is also craving for my body just like I do. "Babe!" He came towards me while I rushed and hugged him tightly between my arms. "Did you miss me?" His arms rested on my waist while he whispered in my ears seductively and then bit my earlobe. My sensitive body instantly reacted to his touch. "Yes! I did!" I said while giving a peek at his cheek. He smiled to see my action while our friends laughed. "How about we find some silent place?" He asked with teasing. "I also think so!" I replied. There is sexual tension between us. So, without wasting any more seconds we both smiled and just came out from the classroom while our friends laughed to see how rushed we were to go out. After walking out from the corridor we find an empty class to do our main task. We both crave for each other. I don't know if it is lust or love. But we both agree to please ourselves first. He smashed his lips against mine while I gave him all the excess to do everything to me. His tongue entered mine while I did the same with him. I wanted him so badly that I took one of his hands and placed it on my left breast. He grinned to see my action. "You naughty" He kissed my neck and then sucked it while his hand teased my bud. I gasped with his sudden wet kisses and touches. I started to open his shirt while he opened mine until we both didn't leave with any clothes on our bodies except his underwear and my panty. His eyes stared at my white boobs and pink buds with hunger while he licked his lips. I am also looking at his bulge which now looks bigger than before. He didn't take action which made me want to tease him. "Are you going to only see them or feed yourself with them?" I touched my boobs in the circular. My words and actions made him chuckle while he replied. "Babe! I can eat them on my three meals daily until you start to give milk!" He winked at me while my cheeks turned red to hear him. He immediately leaned and took the left buds on his mouth. I bite my lower lips with pleasure. I like his warm mouth on my breast. His hot breath made me crazy. He started sucking it just like a hungry man while my hands were roaming on his hair. "Ahh!" I couldn't control my moan anymore. After sucking the one he went to another one and started sucking it. I looked at his action, how his lips claimed my breast and how his lips worked on my buds. Damn it! I'm already wet there! The next moment he raised his head a little and his eyes found mine. To give me more view of his action he took out his tongue and started licking my breast while his eyes were still fixed on me. I loved to watch his action like this. We both never break eye contact. Suddenly, he stopped sucking my buds and started licking my areola side, avoiding buds just like ice cream. "What a sweet thing I tasted in my mouth!" He winked after saying that while I blushed hard and bit my lips. "How about tasting them more?" I declared openly looking at him with meaningfully stares. He chuckled. "I love to taste your every part." He responded and again claimed my lips. Our tongues danced rhythmically. His lips taste too good to me while his tongue fucking my mouth sweetly. He is the only man who knows this wild side of mine! We all have our naughty sides but it only shows in front of our loved ones. He takes off his last shield which is protecting his private part. I gulped my saliva the way his budge was already tight and straight. His lips smirked with a teasing gaze towards me. His hand touched me between thighs and went above my secret cave. He took off my pants and then put his middle finger inside me and started fingering me. "Ahhh!" I gasped for air. This feeling is so good. His touch started to make me lose my mind. While I smashed my lips on him. But suddenly someone knocked on the door and we both stopped our action which made me disappointed. He is also looking irritated. "Who is inside? Open the door now!" The shouting was loud which was filled with anger. We both looked at each other and sighed. The voice belongs to one of our professors. We didn't have any choice but to start wearing our clothes while the knock on the door started to get loud. "I said open the door!" We can sense the anger in his voice. After wearing clothes, I went to open the door but Janson held my hands and signaled me to leave this room from the window. Realizing his meaning, I chuckled and nodded my head. The professor shouting didn't stop while we both went out from the windows which were going towards the corridor. We both ran without looking back until we stood up outside the college and laughed out loud. … SUNDAY "Honey! Wake up! It's already late!" I can hear my mom's voice which is sounding a little hasty. She is just standing beside my bed. "Mom! Let me sleep. It's Sunday!" I just pull the blanket above my head, ignoring her words. "Did you forget about Mark? He is already here!!" She announced, sighing helplessly. "What?" Listening to her, my eyes were almost wide with enthusiasm. I don't feel sleepy now. I'm already awake after what she just said. I opened my blanket and looked at her with disbelief stares. "But mom! You had invited him for lunch, so why has he come for breakfast?" I almost shouted with disbelief. "Honey, it's already afternoon!" She touches her temple to hear my words. I checked on the wall clock and yes, it's already 12:30. God damn! "Mom, where is he?" I was too excited to finally meet him. My mom's boyfriend! I wanted to thank him for making my mom a happy person again. "He is already sitting on the couch!" Mom informed me and I chuckled happily. "I want to meet him now!" I announced and made my move towards the door. "Honey! Listen to me!" Mom wanted to say something but I cut her out while opening the door. "Mom! I'll be a good girl!" I shouted and ran towards the stairs. "Honey! Wait!" She comes behind. I can hear some panic in her voice but I thought she's just nervous. By then I had already gone down the stairs and saw a well-built man whose eyes were already on me. "What a hunk!" I blurted out without Realizing it while he already chuckled to hear my words. My cheeks suddenly blushed to hear his sexy laugh. He is just like a perfect piece of art. His face, his body, everything. He is wearing a formal shirt and black trousers while his shirt's two buttons were opened which showed his perfectly muscular body. His sleeves wrapped around his elbows. I can see his strong hands with veins. "Damn it!" He is just like a Greek God. I never saw someone this handsome before, even Janson is not a match for him. "Honey!" My mom panicked and came towards me. I finally turned to look at her with confused eyes and his eyes also went to mom. "I'm sorry, Mark! For my daughter's mess up!" She said and I don't understand why she's apologizing to him. The next moment, she held my arm and whispered in my ears. "You are still in your nightdress, did you forget that?" She announced and I almost choked in my mouth. Now, I realized why she was panicking. I only wear a nightgown. It means there is nothing inside except my panty. He can see my hard buds shape above my dress. "Ohh, God!" I couldn't help but crush myself now. How can I just be so excited to meet him that I forget about my dressing sense? This is truly awkward. I can't make myself more embarrassed. "Sorry for the mess!" I timidly smile looking at Mark whose eyes are already on me or I think he never takes his eyes off me until now which made my body shiver. "It's alright!" He showed his charming smile towards me. "Damn it!" He is super hot. I shouted in my head before leaving both of them in the living area and I went towards my room to finally freshen out.

Chapter 3 Do You Like Me

Eva's POV After I changed into my regular clothes, I just came down and saw them having conversations. They both were laughing while sitting on the couch. But there is no intimacy like whoever saw them like this. They would think they are talking about some regular gossip, that's it. "Are they really in a relationship?" I thought in my mind and shook my head with disbelief. "Hey, everyone!" I just came down showing them my bright smile while they were both attracted by my voice and turned their heads at the same time. "Ohh, honey!" My mom smiled sweetly like always. "Hey!" My mom's boyfriend smiled at me and I thought my mind would be blown up. Gosh! His smile is so charming and makes me feel electrified in my steps. His eyes sparkled while it looked at me with different meanings. I don't understand if it is just my imagination or he is gazing at me. But damn! Who will not like his eyes on them? He is just a handsome hunk. My mom truly hit the jackpot I thought in my mind. Even my boyfriend is not a match for him. His sexy smile makes my heart flutter even though I want to avoid it but damn it! His eyes just hypnotized me. I couldn't avoid his stares. I bit my lower lips with another level of tension which started to feel in my stomach. "Honey! Come here!" My mom's tender voice made my mind crushed. I came back and thought it's not right. I sat on the couch beside my mom and in just front of him. "Hi!" I greeted him first. "Hey!" He responded. His voice is just a melody. This is the first time I feel something like this in a man's voice. "What the fuck is happening with me?" I shouted in my brain with frustration and that expression also came into my face which he already saw or sensed because the next moment he just chuckled looking at me. "Ohh god!! What the hell!" I tried to avoid eye contact with him. This is embarrassing. Mark's POV Today I am going to meet my fiance, Ella's daughter. This is something I don't know how to deal with. But for Ella, I can do that. I'll try to look like a mature gentleman. Ella is nine years older than me but after having conversations and meeting many times. I thought she's going to be a good wife and life partner. She's gentle and pure and beautiful even after aging. I like the way she always cared for me and my things. I wanted to settle and then I met her. I thought it's a good idea to take a chance. We went on a few dates like any normal date and finally, I asked her to be my fiance while giving her a ring. If everything goes well today with her daughter, I would love to marry her as soon as possible. I think it's the perfect time to settle. Now it all depends on her daughter to like me. A few times I saw her daughter's photo. So, I already know her daughter is going to be her mother's carbon copy. Sweet, cute, and generous type. Ella always talks about her daughter and how much she loves her. She told me her daughter is naughty and I think it's normal. But god damn hell! She's just opposite her mother. She's hot! Super hot! I know this is wrong to comment. But that's true and she's not a shy type at all. I can say that. When I heard Ella shouting and saw almost her daughter running towards me with heavy steps. I gasped for a moment to see her beauty. Her long straight silky black hair flowed in the air because of her running. Her skin tone is white and I can feel how smooth she is. My eyes moved to her small face which was so pretty. Her black almond-shaped eyes while thick long eyelashes. Her arched eyebrows are in black. Her last but best rosy lips. She's just breathtaking. I moved my eyes to her clothes and what she's wearing! It's already made me hard. It's a silk black nightgown and beneath it there is nothing! Nothing at all! She ran in front of me without wearing any inner-wear which made me shocked for a moment. I never thought my first meeting with her would be like this. I can feel my body's reaction moreover which made me a little embarrassed but I cover it with my charming smile. No one can avoid my handsomeness. I can feel her eyes on me while my eyes are still fixed on her blossoms. Her erected buds are just shown above from her silk nightgown which is looking too sexy. What would it feel like to pinch them with my fingers? My other dirty mind thought and I licked my lips. But the next moment, I remembered Ella and shook my thoughts. It's my fiance's daughter. I need to control it. I swear, I wanted to move my eyes at this moment but my manhood doesn't want to do that. She's just too gorgeous and sexy as hell. She's not the sweet type of woman but the badass woman. I can sense it because this is the way I liked it in my past. Yes, no matter how shy I was, there are some dirty secrets about me as a man which no one knows. And this daughter of my fiance started to control my body. Just seeing her white smooth body, her perfect shape almost made me stiff in my place. But my face still maintained its calmness. When I was busy measuring her sexy body with a sexy glare which she can also feel but didn't show any objection. Ella told her about her clothes. Only then does she see herself and apologize before almost running towards the stairs again from where she came down. I saw her blushing face which made my heart flutter. Her big booty is also moving up and down because of her run. She runs like she's running for her life which made me laugh but I tried to control it. It's silly but that was cute. I never laughed like this before, not even when I was in college. I have always been a shy boy. Like bookworms and not too close to anyone but for girls I'm a bad boy when they are alone with me. My image is always perfect at work and college. But behind the door, I always love to make love with women. I always love to live a simple life with little dirty secrets which only I know. But this little girl's smallest action made my body react towards her which has never reacted like this, even seeing Ella. After her daughter went to her room, Ella came towards me and we started our conversation. She told me about her daughter while I also listened to her carefully. It's just like I wanted to know more. I don't know how much time later her daughter came but when she came I couldn't restrain myself to smile and I could also feel her red cheeks. It's just like we both were trying to hide our real reaction. I don't know what the future holds for our new relationship. Because I'm her mom's finance and she's my Ella's daughter. I need to win her daughter's heart so we can create a new happy family.

Chapter 4 His Thought

Eva's POV "Honey, You talk with Mark! I need to make arrangements for lunch!" Mom informed me and left the living area. I saw her go towards the kitchen and sighed in my heart helplessly. I started to feel nervous when at last Mark and I were alone. I know this is silly. Because I am the one who wanted to meet him and told him how grateful I'm towards him but right now when he is sitting beside me I don't know what to say, my face slightly blushing like I'm watching my crush. My reaction is just like a teenage small girl. "Damn it!" I can only crush myself in my mind right now. There is an awkward silence between us. Mark also didn't start the conversation until I hesitantly stood from the couch and told him I wanted to check on my mom. "She will come! Can I ask you something?" There is a generous smile on his face. I blinked my eyes with some astonishment while stopped in my steps. His expression instantly changed to see my confused look. "Sorry! If you think it's unconventional! You can say 'No'!" He added. Damn it! I think he thought I didn't like him. But this is not true. Absolutely not! "No! It's not like that!" I responded with a little loud voice and sat on the couch again. His lips again curled up. I think he feels I'm silly but I don't mind! Has anyone told him? His smile is just so cute. I couldn't take my eyes off him and anyway I couldn't avoid him my whole life when he is my mom's lover and I can't upset him with my silly behavior. It's not like I'm a ten years old girl. I'm a woman and mature enough to understand everything. "So, What do you want to ask Mr.Mark?" I asked him with a calm face. I don't know what is the best way to call him. But I think formal is good. As he is older than me and as my mom's fiance he deserves that respect. "It's just a normal question!" He calmly explained and I nodded. "Do you like me?" He asked while giving a perfect smile but hearing him my heartbeat turned thump, my eyes widened with shock, my face turned red while my cheeks started burning. My mouth is almost half-opened. My tongue caught in this moment. Did he just confess to me? Damn it! He also saw my instant reaction which did not hide at all and the next moment he continued his words. "Don't misunderstand my words!""I just wanted to confirm from you, if you like me for your mother!" He explained with a soft tone but my heartfelt discomfort to hear his last sentence. I felt upset. I know this is weird because I just met this guy a few hours ago but I already started to feel another level of feeling. I don't know what is happening to me but this is not right at all. I need to avoid deep interaction with him for now. When my mind is deep in thoughts his voice attracts my attention. "Miss Eva!""Huh!" I suddenly respond in chaos. "You didn't answer me!" His black eyes were always on my face while I felt my breath almost stop to see his deep gaze. And I blurted out the next moment. "No!""I like you!" It's just like his eyes hypnotized me to say those words but the next second, his lips curled with smirked. "That's good.""I also like you!" His words made my heart flutter. But before we could continue our talk, Mom's footsteps sound, came into our ears. We both turned our heads in her direction where she came with dishes in her both hands. I wanted to stand up and go to help her but before that Mark went towards her and held dishes from her hands. My mom blushed while he softly smiled towards her. They look like a perfect married couple. And I felt my heart burning at this moment. They are looking like a perfect match but why this makes me upset in my heart. I should be happy about my mom and until this morning I truly am. But this guy! This guy made me react this way after he entered my house. I bit my lower lips with frustration. I looked at my mom who was smiling. No! I need to control it! I can not let him control my emotions. I love my mom so much and for her, I need to avoid this emotion. This is wrong! Completely wrong! I shouted in my brain. "Honey!" I heard my mom's soft voice and moved my eyes towards her. "Yes, mom!" I replied. "Come! Let's eat!" She announced while I moved my eyes to look at the dining table. Mom already filled the table with lots of dishes and I also saw that almost half of the dishes are my favorite. I love spicy foods while my mom wasn't a fan of that. But it also confused me because I thought mom would make Mark's favorite foods. After all, this lunch was organized for him. "Never mind! It's not my problem!" Thinking that I went to my usual seat which is just beside my mom while Mark sat just across the chair from us. Mom started serving Mark while I took dishes on my own ignoring their interaction. This is the best choice and safe for my silly heart. We all finished our meal while having a normal conversation. This way I came to know some new things about Mark and also heard from mom that he also likes almost the same dishes as me. That's why she made these dishes for lunch. Mark didn't stay too long after lunch and bid goodbye to us while I finally breathed in relief. His presence is just threatening to my heart and body. When finally there was only mom and me. Mom asked me if I liked him or not and I answered directly that he was good, which made her face relax and she hugged me with a wide smile. I tried to smile back without showing my struggle. I need to remember that man's identity. He is my mom's lover! My mom's fiance!

Chapter 5 Imagining Him

Eva's POV "Janson! What are you doing here?" I glared at him while he was still showing a bright smile on his face. It's midnight when he suddenly called and informed me that he was just outside my home. I told him to go back but he came to my room through the window and now stands in front of me making a puppy face. "Sorry babes! but I truly miss you!" He came closer to me and wrapped his arms around my waist while I'm still angry with him. I don't know why but my mind is still thinking about Mark which made my mood worse. I looked at Janson and sighed in the loss. "I think you should go now! We need to attend the morning class!" My face is completely serious. "Are you sure? You want me to leave you!" He suddenly whispered in my ears while biting the earlobe lightly which made me close my eyes with pleasure. He smirked slightly to see my reaction which I can hear because of his closeness. I thought he was going to stop here but the next moment his hand went down from my waist and his hand cupped my perfect round ass. "Janson!" I mumbled his name with pleasure. His touch made me drown. His scent filled my nostrils, driving me into a different world. "Babe! Do you want me to leave? Huh?" He asked teasingly while his hands were busy kneading my ass which is completely heating this whole atmosphere. "Never!" I responded and wrapped my arms around his neck making our body touch. "That's my babe!" He chuckled cutely which made me smile also. I forgot about Mark and kissed my boyfriend immediately, to which he responded the next second more sensually. He captured my lower lips while I'm kissing his above lips tenderly. His lips felt so hot and delicious with just the right texture in between my mouth that I wanted to take a bite of it and the next moment I just did it. I teasingly just bit his lip lightly which made him groan in my mouth. He stopped the kiss and whispered in his sexy voice, "You wild girl! Today I'll eat you!" His words made me flush and a smile reached my lips with pleasure. I attached our lips again and this time our tongues sensually started battling with each other like no one wanted to leave first. His passionate kisses made me moan between his mouth while his hot breath made me lose my mind. Seeing my body's reaction, his charming smile widened. His dark sexy eyes met mine and then his hands which were holding my ass until now finally started roaming all over my body. His warm hand enters my night top and touches my bareback without any lingerie.  He started creasing my back from low to above in a sexy way that made me shiver in my place. His hands stopped on my sensitive place and started massaging it. I bit my lower lips to feel this sexual pleasure. His eyes focused on my face and captured my every reaction. I thought he was going to play more but the next second his hand came out from my top and he directly pulled out my top. My breath became heavy while my bare body shivered suddenly came into contact with the wind. His eyes were hungrily on my breast while I smirked to see how hungry he was for me. "Babe! You are so beautiful!" His one hand touched my left bud and twisted it lightly. I started to feel wet in my secret place while he immediately held me in his arms in bridal style and then shoved me on the bed while placing himself above me and capturing my lips again. He kissed me all over my face. My eyes, my cheeks, my jawline, and then moved to my collarbone. His wet kisses send me butterflies on my stomach. His face comes down to my buds and the next moment his lips capture my left buds into his mouth while his other hand touches my right buds and starts squeezing them. "Ahhh!" My heart almost jumps while my moans become loud. I tilt my head back, drowning in pleasure. My mom is still in the house thinking that I bit my lips to stop my moan. His lips sucked my buds while teasing it with his teeth which made me gasp for air with pleasure. His tongue is already making me reach my orgasm. I clinched the bedsheets with my whole power. While my head goes behind with heavy breaths. His mouth went to my other twin and started doing the same thing while this time his hand went down to my secret valley and started fingering it in a circular motion. I closed my eyes tightly while my lips tried to control the moans. His finger is feeling so good. I opened my eyes to look at his handsome face but when I opened my eyes, It almost shocked me to the core to see Mark who was fingering me. There is no more Janson. Mark is the one lying above me while his lips are on my buds. My eyes clashed with his devil eyes which were smirking on me! above me! My tongue caught on to see him. He is in the same white shirt while his button half opens this time. I could see his strong body from it and felt another level of satisfaction. But it didn't last long when I realized this was wrong and shook my other thoughts. "No!" I pushed the man above me while sitting back on the bed with a frustrated face. I moved my eyes to the man but it's not Mark anymore. He is Janson. I imagine my mom's fiance when I was with my boyfriend thinking that it sucks me. "What happened, Eva?" I heard Janson's voice and didn't know what to say. I know he is not happy with my sudden reaction. "I…. I just don't feel well!" I blurted out. "What?" He frowned. I don't know what to say except this but what I just saw made me lose my mind. "Janson, I'm sorry but I don't feel well! I can't continue." I tried to look calm but deep inside I'm battling. I can see the disappointment in his eyes but the next moment it's hidden behind his warm smile. "It's alright, babe! I'll not force you!" He responded with a softness that made my heart warm and then he hugged me. "Thank you!" I hugged him back tightly. "You should rest babe!" He kissed my forehead and then got off the bed. "I'm sorry!" I feel guilty. "Babes! I understand! Don't be upset!" He took my hand in his and kissed it. I smiled and we finally bid goodbye. After he left, my head started to ache to think about my wild imagination. "Damn it!""What the hell is wrong with me?""I don't understand!""How can I just imagine Mark doing something intimate?""Gosh!" My questions made a home in my mind while there is still no correct answer I can gain.

Chapter 6 Shocking News

Ella's POV After my husband died. As a single mother, I need to take care of myself and my daughter but it's not too hard for me because Eva is always a smart child from childhood. She always tried to help me in every way. When I was busy or didn't have time for her. She never blamed me but always tried to support me. I don't know when my daughter became this mature but she's the strength of my life. My world! She's the one who forces me to start a new relationship and try to fall in love again. And she also assured me that it's alright for her. She will be okay with her new dad! She confirmed it for me with seriousness. At first, I thought, she's just trying to look mature to say this to me. But with time, I came to know she was always serious. So, After realizing that, I tried to date a few men. At first, that was too awkward for me. Because as a 16 years old daughter's mother. It feels a little embarrassing but Eva always gives me support and tries to explain to me that it's normal. Between these dating times, I finally met someone who is just like me. He is single and has never been married before. He is one year older than me and a rich businessman. His name was Roy Williams and we both met on a blind date. That date went well and we ended up in the hotel sleeping together. After that night, we both fell in love with each other. Yes, Roy is the one with whom I fell in love after my husband and he also fell for me. We both become inseparable. Eva also met him and started to treat him like her father. Roy also cared about her as his daughter. Seeing all this, I felt like I was blessed but one day when he suddenly broke up with me and left the city without saying goodbye hurt me deeply. If I say I forget about him then it's wrong. It still hurts me to the core whenever I think about him. Loving someone is hard but loving a second time is harder. In my weak time, Eva told me, I need to forget about him and I did that when I met Mark for the first time. I went to attend my friend's wedding but got introduced to him. After exchanging contact we started to talk on calls and went out for eating or walking. I can't say whether we are in love or not but we both enjoyed each other's company and wanted to settle down. He is an amazing and mature man even though he is young, he never judges me based on my age and understands me. When he proposed to me on our last date I felt shocked for a moment because we have only known each other for two months but he told me I can take my time if I think it's too sudden. But I don't want to disappoint him by rejecting him without any reason. So, I thought to give myself a chance with him and I accepted his proposal. His gentle behavior made me think about our relationship seriously and finally, I thought to forget about Roy and walk in the future with Mark. Eva also liked him as I asked her about Mark. It means I should now let go of my past and look at my bright future with Mark. With time, one day I'll fall in love with him. I knew that. It's all just a matter of time, that's it. Eva's POV "Mom, Are you serious?" I can't stop my voice loud while looking at my mom with a shocked-filled expression after she announced to me that Mark is going to live with us starting next week. Yes, they wanted to try a live-in relationship and let them be given a chance to adjust.  I know it's not my right to ask her but I don't feel good to hear this news that he was going to live with us for the whole 24 hours. Like seriously???? I shouted in my brain. Last time, He only stayed a few hours in my house and I lost my mind! What will happen to me if I stay with him 24 hours? I can't imagine my frustration right now! "Honey, why are you looking upset?" My mom's face became worried. I think she sensed my frustration which made me feel bad. So, I just plastered the fake smile on my face. "No mom, I'm not upset! I was just shocked by the sudden announcement!" I lied to her while continuing the talk. "It's a good idea! You should spend more time with each other! I don't mind him staying with us!" I try to look cool in front of her. Hearing me, she smiled back while there was relief on her face. "Thank you, honey! I was too nervous to think about how would you react to hearing this sudden news?" She tried to explain to me but I held her hands feeling wrong to make her nervous. She already did everything as a mother, now it's her life to make a choice. I can't hurt her because of my issues. "Mom! I understand! So don't think about something like that! This is your life and you should make your own choice! I comforted her. "Oh, sweety!" She hugged me warmly and I hugged her back with the same love. For my mom, I need to try hard. I need to avoid creating awkward situations with Mark. I also upset Janson that night. After the last interaction our conversation becomes less. Whenever I try to call him and meet him. He was always busy. I think I should have a serious conversation with him about our relationship. Actually, I want a serious relationship with him. In these few months of dating, I feel I started to like him more and deeply. He is gentle, sweet, funny and handsome, everything which I can want. I should try hard for our relationship. I'll meet him tomorrow and clear all the things with him. Thinking this, my face becomes brighter. If everything goes well I'll tell my mom about Janson. I know she will support our relationship if we don't let our studies be affected by dating. "Honey, dinner is ready!" My mom shouted from the kitchen. "Coming!" I responded and went to wash my hands before eating. My mood is now fresh, there is no more frustration or different thoughts. I think Janson is the person who can make me forget about everyone. He is the better half for me. This thought brought a smile to my face.