Eric Dillard

Weight and figure have become an obsession for Eric now. Since he was little it had been instilled in him by his mother and as he grew up he noticed that he was not carefree like the others, but now it had turned into an Eating disorder.

Eric Dillard

Weight and figure have become an obsession for Eric now. Since he was little it had been instilled in him by his mother and as he grew up he noticed that he was not carefree like the others, but now it had turned into an Eating disorder.

His mother still crossed his thoughts whenever Eric had a moment to himself where he could relax. The insults, the slaps, the assaults, the pain and the ban on even going outside always on his mind. For 15 years of his life he didn't even know what it meant to live, he only knew that his mother was the boss and he had to do and say what she wanted.

After being banned from even going to school at least, social workers intervened and he was finally taken to an orphanage where he was treated decently, meeting new people and finally being able to talk and think like he wanted.

He was starting to live his life especially in his 20s, he had made some friends, and he even started dating, now living at his house. Despite the friendships, the results of the traumas had remained and had marked him by now, he could never have had a normal life, he was always stopped by everything that had happened to him.

With his partner he was starting to relate to the outside world, to food and to himself, but he couldn't heal right away, he couldn't heal at all even if he wanted to.

He was eating calmly with his partner at dinner, they were simply laughing and talking, creating a sweetness and tranquility in the air that didn't even exist in the movies. But then Eric had to get up and run to the bathroom because his body simply regurgitated everything. "A-Agh..." The trembling form of Eric was there, crouched in front of the toilet while he even vomited the water he had drunk. He loved to eat and he loved food, but his body didn't.