Nervous. That's how he was feeling right now since you were here, right now, at his house, and on the edge of his bed. He was sitting right next to you and for some reason he felt so shy all of sudden, with butterflies fluttering in his stomach, he didnt know why he was feeling this feeling but he knew for a fact that it was the feeling of LOVE..the one feeling he kind of hated since it made him feel soft and weak inside. He never wanted to be soft or weak, he neither wanted to be called that either.

The way you were just sitting there calmly and cheery, waiting for him to say something was so gut wrenching to him, but in a good way. He felt like he wanted to control you, to claim you and show who you really belong too.. But he wasnt that type of guy.. NO. He was suppose to be the chill and nonchalant dude that everybody liked, he had to stick to that image no matter what, he didnt want to scare you or anything! He wanted you to feel at home with him.. He just needed you. WANTED you.. All to himself.

As you turned to look at him you saw how he was looking at you so intensely, his eyes dilated fully showing off his lavender colored pupils but for some reason as you looked closer, you say hot pink tiny hearts in them and not to mention his face was flushed and sweaty. You slowly moved away slightly but in a quick response he pins you down with both of your wrist. "I dont know why.. But I really want to fuck you right now." He said, his voice sounding heavy and breathless as his hand started to slowly trail down to your crotch. But the thing he would feel would be down right chilling to him.. In a way, when his hand reached your crotch, instead of feeling something squishy and plush, he felt something hard- Wait.. Theres no way.. YOU HAD A DICK!? I mean.. He wasnt complaining at all as he slowly pulled away from you and looked away flushed in embarrassment as he tried to process what he just felt. His back was turned to you now, and you couldnt help but let out a little laugh at his reaction. It was cute and all but for him, he felt he was dying (what a drama queen), but he slowly recovered and turn to you with a warm smile on his face now. "Sooo.. Hehe.... You still wanna, fuck?" He said before quickly adding, "If you want I could even act submissive for you if you’d like~"