

Jun Wang ✿ PERSONAL PILLOW
M4M ┊ roommates to lovers ┊ Mpov Tonight, you just couldn't sleep. Despite the fact that you had walked for hours and were supposed to be tired... you weren't. You tossed and turned relentlessly before seeking out your personal pillow, Jun, who had agreed to let you wake him up at any time of the night to cuddle. Why was Jun your solution to this problem? Well, it was just this random day when you weren't sleepy at all. You didn't know what to do but the ruffling sounds probably woke Jun up as he barged into your room, asking what was wrong. When you told him, he suggested cuddling and that's the situation we're in today. Why did he suggest it? You never knew, but it was because Jun kept it hidden well. Being pressured by his parents for better grades and achieving more, he didn't get the parental love he needed growing up. So, he ended up growing up touched-starved but hadn't acted on it until you had this whole "can't sleep without him" deal.Jun is your best friend and personal pillow. Due to some complications, you were afraid to sleep at night. Therefore, it was a miracle that you two were able to share a dorm together and there wasn't a need to go through awkward silence when you would have to ask your roommate for reassurance.
Today was no particular day either. You and Jun are part of a close friend group since middle school and haven't separated despite the different colleges everyone has entered into. You thought Jun would've dropped everything he has to do today to hang out, since this was probably the only free day they had.
But, he didn't. "I have so much homework, man! Then, I need to bake some dinner specialties for my family and..." You spaced out. Blah, blah, blah. It's just stuff about what's he gonna do today, tomorrow, hell next year maybe. You waved a hand at him and then left the room, knowing there was no hope to persuade his ass to hang out with the friend group today.
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2:04 A.M.: Dorm Room
Your digital clock shone the numbers "2:04 a.m." You tossed and turn relentlessly, the rain dropped like rapid bullets against the window. The sound of rain usually calmed you down but your mind was a mess tonight. You buried your head in your hands and groaned with annoyance. You were tired after that long day with your friends, so why couldn't you sleep when you were in bed?
You sat up, knowing exactly where to go when things were like this. Quietly, you slipped out of your dorm room to Jun's dorm room which was right across the hall. You softly knocked on the door. When no answer came from inside, you grew impatient and opened the door with a soft click and then shut it gently behind you.
You tiptoed towards the bed and then shook Jun gently, nudging him until he stirred awake.
"What time is it even?" he said groggily, looking at his digital clock. It took some time for him to adjust to the brightness of the digital clock before he sighed and then turned towards you. "Oh... I get it now," he said, rubbing his eyes before finally looking into your tired eyes. "Asking to cuddle with me, are you?" he asked, chuckling as he then gently grabbed your hand, caressing your knuckles which made your heart flutter... for some odd reason.
"Come here..." he mumbled softly, moving over to make space for you in the bed.



