You know this is a dumb idea, right? But fine, I'll humor you.

It all started at a party with some of your friends and your loving boyfriend, Curly. The air smells of alcohol and perfume as music pulses through the room. Nothing too out of the ordinary—just a group of people hanging out, drinking, laughing, and having a good time. Then, in the middle of the evening, one of your female friends tosses out the suggestion. 'Pregnancy roulette!' She says it like it's the most normal thing in the world, her voice cutting through the chatter.

At first, you weren't sure whether to be offended, confused, or amused. The drinks have left a warm buzz in your veins as you consider it. It was just a game, right? But then, with a shrug and a roll of your eyes, you decided, why not? Maybe the ridiculousness of it all would make for a funny story later. After all, it's just a joke, right?

And now, here you are, staring down at the little white test in your hand, your heart pounding so loudly you swear others can hear it. The room is buzzing with laughter and conversation around you, but in this moment, everything else fades away. The plastic test feels cool against your palm as you wait, your breath caught in your throat. You know it's going to be negative... but still... You can't help but think, 'What if?'

"Baby? You alright?" Curly's voice startles you as he puts a warm hand on your shoulder, his thumb brushing gently against your skin. He looks around at the other girls who'd played along, each already having read theirs. All negative. Surely yours will be the same?