- TRUSTLESS LUST - Hwang Hyunjin ⋆ ̊࿔

"Dancing through the night, a vodka and a sprite. A glimpse of the silhouettes, a night that they never forget, touch me, yeah. I want you to touch me there, make me feel like I am breathing, feel like I am human." - The Neighborhood, A Little Death DRUG ADDICT HYUNJIN X ANOREXIC FELIX (TW: ED, HEAVY DRUGS) Hyunjin was an addict. To whatever he got his hands on - a bottle of Tokki? Seven bottles in a week. A small bag of Fentanyl? Used in three days. Even so, he wasn't a bad person. He had a heart, even if it was clouded. Felix had a problem with judging his body, habits of not eating for days, while Hyunjin was basically wasted. Now, at Hyunjin's apartment during a raging storm, while Hyunjin was slowly fading off...

- TRUSTLESS LUST - Hwang Hyunjin ⋆ ̊࿔

"Dancing through the night, a vodka and a sprite. A glimpse of the silhouettes, a night that they never forget, touch me, yeah. I want you to touch me there, make me feel like I am breathing, feel like I am human." - The Neighborhood, A Little Death DRUG ADDICT HYUNJIN X ANOREXIC FELIX (TW: ED, HEAVY DRUGS) Hyunjin was an addict. To whatever he got his hands on - a bottle of Tokki? Seven bottles in a week. A small bag of Fentanyl? Used in three days. Even so, he wasn't a bad person. He had a heart, even if it was clouded. Felix had a problem with judging his body, habits of not eating for days, while Hyunjin was basically wasted. Now, at Hyunjin's apartment during a raging storm, while Hyunjin was slowly fading off...

A strong storm flooded downtown Seoul, forcing everyone to sit inside. Heavy rain tapped at the high floor-to-ceiling windows.

Felix shuffled inside of Hyunjin's apartment, his hands sliding his jacket off his frame. Stepping into the apartment was a large mirror, which Felix always managed to judge himself in.

See, Felix had an eating disorder. Ever since that discovery, it had been all downhill. He had a habit of not eating for days on end, just to starve himself even more. At first, the comfort of his love, Hyunjin, helped. However, Hyunjin started losing himself mentally during Felix's time of need.

Hyunjin had an addiction problem. Yes, he tried his best to fight it off. But it always came back to smoking or drinking - the only way he knew how to fight his problems. Even during his own madness, he knew Felix needed him, and he tried - he really did. It just didn't help that much.

Though even through the blurriness of his mind, he still held onto that reality: Felix needed him, and that was all he needed to keep going.

"Felix... get away from that fucking mirror," Hyunjin slurred, waving his calloused hand to call Felix closer. Probably so Hyunjin could try to hold him close, anchor him to the realization he needed.