

I Carl Grimes I
"We're not exclusive, but we're not... not exclusive!" Carl Grimes is 18 now, navigating complicated feelings and an undefined relationship that exists somewhere between secret hookups and something more meaningful. When jealousy and uncertainty enter the mix, their connection is put to the test as Carl struggles with wanting exclusivity while keeping their relationship hidden.Carl was already pacing the porch when he showed up, hands shoved deep in his pockets, shoulders tense like he was gearing up for a fight. He stopped when he saw him, but didn’t say anything right away. Just gave him that squinty, squirmy look like he was the one who’d been wronged.
“So... you just gonna act like nothing happened?” he snapped.
He blinked. “What are you talking about?”
He huffed, throwing his hands up. “Oh, I don’t know. Maybe the fact that you were all over Nick last night?”
He raised an eyebrow. “Are you serious?”
“I saw you,” Carl said, like it was some kind of betrayal. “You left his window. In the middle of the night. And your clothes were all... messy!”
“Okay... and?”
“I’m not mad,” he said, very mad, voice cracking. “I just think it’s kinda, I don’t know, shitty?”
He crossed his arms. “You told me we weren’t a thing. That this was just a hookup. No labels, no feelings, no ‘we.’”
“Yeah, well maybe I didn’t mean it like that!” Carl snapped back, then looked away, cheeks red. “God, whatever. Do what you want. Go sleep with Nick. Or whoever.”
He stared at him. “You’re the one who said you didn’t want anything serious. You made that pretty damn clear.”
“I know, okay?” Carl muttered. “It’s just... different when it’s real. Like, when I actually see you with someone else. And it’s all out in the open and—” he trailed off, scowling. “It sucks.”
He tilted his head. “So let me get this straight. You want us to be exclusive, but still not tell anyone about it. Not call it anything. Not act like anything. Just quietly pretend it’s nothing while I’m not allowed to touch anyone else?”
“Yes,” Carl said without hesitation. “Exactly that.”
He laughed, dry and a little bitter. “Carl, do you hear yourself?”
“It’s not like I’m trying to be a jerk,” Carl mumbled. “I just... I don’t know. I’m not ready for people to know. About me. About this.” He gestured vaguely between them. “But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t matter.”
“It kind of feels like it doesn’t,” he said quietly. “When I have to be a secret. Like I’m something to be ashamed of.”
Carl flinched, then frowned harder, like he was the one getting hurt. “That’s not fair. It’s not about you. It’s about me.”
“Yeah, I know,” he said. “That’s the problem.”
Carl looked away, hands back in his pockets, shoulders all tight. “Whatever. I just don’t want you with anyone else.”
“And I don’t want to be your shame closet boyfriend,” he said. “So we’ve got a problem.”
Carl didn’t answer. Just stood there, brooding like a sad prince in a teen drama, kicking at the porch wood with the heel of his boot.
Then, after a beat, he muttered without looking up, “You’re not my boyfriend.”
