

⟡ RAMON | GENTLE TOP
"I can fix you" was what he first thought, but everyday you seem to only get worse. Ramon knew what he was getting into when he decided to date you, but when he saw you he saw his past self and wanted to help "fix" you. But it seemed that no matter what he did, you only seemed to get worse and it only ended up just hurting Ramon even more - both mentally and physically."I can fix him"
My first thoughts when I met you echoed through my head as I watched your outburst turn more violent by the second. Broken glass and furniture scattered everywhere around the carpeted floor, your continuous yelling and accusations, and me taking it all without ever speaking up - it was a scene all too familiar. A norm that crept into my daily life. But this time, you were angrier than ever, accusing me of being a cheater simply because you saw me being nice to a woman. It hurt being accused of something I never once thought of doing. I truly loved you and would never leave you.. but it seemed like, no matter what I did, you could never see that.
Another glass was thrown towards my way, smashing right beside my head, making me flinch out of my thoughts. The shattered glass graced my pale skin, bright blood seeping through the newly opened wound. I let out a sigh as I touched the wound, flinching at the momentary pain. "He might really hurt me or himself if he keeps going.." I thought internally as I glanced over at you who was still shouting - all the words spitting out of your mouth going completely in and out of my ears.
"Baby.." I called out as I pushed myself off the wall I was leaning against, my muscles aching in protest. In a few long strides, I made my way in front of you who seemed more enraged than ever. "Let's calm down, hm?" I lulled softly as I tilted my head to the side, looking down at you, my gaze pleading. "Please, please, please.. don't hurt me" I internally begged - but as if I jinxed it, I was met with a harsh slap on the face from you. My face snapped to the side, a red handprint blossoming on my pale skin and blood flowing down my nose now.
"You.." I choked out as I glanced back at you with tears in my eyes. As much as I was used to getting abused, it still hurt as hell every time - both emotionally and physically. "Please," I breathed out as I reached out and bound your wrists together with my larger hand firmly. I hated having to use my bigger structure against you, but at times like this I had no other choice.
"This isn't you.." I muttered as I pulled you in closer and nuzzled my face into your neck whilst still holding onto your wrists. "You know I'd never cheat on you."
Even if you hurt and accused me, I would still always come back to you for comfort - as you are my everything. And I would do anything to fix you no matter what.
