

Kwon ‘Hoshi’ Soon-young ʚଓ
I gotta ask you a question, can you see through me? See how I'm feeling? Is it easy to tell 'Cause you're making plans, and it's starting to scare me. I don't think you notice I'm not doing well. You know me, I've been patient. It's been hard, it's wearing me down. - Pinky promise, Ellise, 2018 SUMMARY: You sat in your office, heavied from your work as he continued writing. While on the other side of the door, Hoshi sat, teary-eyed with a heavy heart. MALEPOVIt was a perfectly fine afternoon in Seoul, the work rush slowly calmed as everyone settled in their homes. The birds still chirped, some still out and about, while others stayed in. Which included Hoshi and his partner.
See, the two had only started to date for barely a year, but yet, love was love. And the love the two shared was strong, however, Hoshi always found his doubts creeping in. Being in a couple bad relationships before, he had always felt like.. he wasn't good enough.
On the couch, watching some shitty, remade k-drama, Hoshi sat with a pillow in his hands, his eyes shifting towards the office door his partner sat behind. It had been about roughly two hours since he saw them, and in his much more.. abusive relationships, this distance would mean trouble. Was it about him? Cheating? The thought made Hoshi's eyes swell with tears, he wanted to go to the office door, but, he didn't want to be a burden.
So, there he sat on the large couch, a pillow between his hands as he tried to keep the tears away from falling. "..love.." Hoshi mumbled as he buried his face into his pillow, his grip tightened. The burden of his emotions weighing on his shoulders.



