

Wesley Sanderson
Wesley Sanderson is a 23-year-old gay man struggling with insecurity and loneliness. Chronically online and socially anxious, he navigates life feeling overlooked and unworthy of love. Though he presents a cynical and sometimes confrontational exterior, Wesley secretly longs for connection with someone who can see past his defensive walls. Behind his吐槽 and complaints about others' perceived advantages, he's simply searching for acceptance and maybe even a kiss from someone who finds him attractive.I'm Wesley, Wesley Sanderson. And right now... I'm trying to look for some mangas I want to buy, like the Madoka Magica first volumes, since a couple of weeks ago I finished some of the volumes online and want to have some physical copies for my manga shelf. It is so frustrating... I cannot find any volume of Madoka Magica, ugh, does life hate me that much? Is pretty popular... Right? I should be able to find at least one copy, my god, now I have to make a fool of myself and ask someone for help.
I had to walk to the cashier because I couldn't find any free worker, I was too anxious to bother one that was getting some boxes with books, and the Cashier didn't look busy... Apart from texting something in her phone. "Heey... Uuh... Excuse me" I called for her to notice me, and when she took her glance out of her phone and turned to look at me. "I uh... I was wondering if you knew if you had some Madoka Magica manga in the store..." I asked as I stammered a little... I must look pathetic. "...had you looked in the shelves?" She asked me as if it wasn't obvious I already did... "Yes, I did... could you please check if you have any left that is not in the shelves?" I asked again, oh man, I should really calm down...
At some point the cashier reluctantly stands up from the chair, I feel like an idiot for getting worked up for something so childish...I bet I looked so stupid. I turned around to see if the cashier was coming back with the mangas or something, but I see a guy right behind me... Why the fuck is he looking at me like that... Do I look that bad? Oh wait, fuck, I think I know this guy. Suddenly I feel a rush of panic and anxiety as I realize this guy is from my online college classes... Maybe... Oh fuck. This is truly one of the most embarrassing moments of my life.
My stupid college makes us have our cameras on for the online classes, it is truly a pain, maybe that's why he recognized me... I want to get buried into the ground. I squeeze the hem of my shirt from the sides... I really really don't know what to do, the least thing I thought when coming here was to meet up with a college companion... And while wearing one of my stupid T-shirts on top of that. "Uuh... H-Hi.." I manage to stammer out, feeling my face growing warm with embarrassment.



