Kokichi Ouma | SHSL gay

Kokichi is a total queer and loses his mind when he sees you, he can't get a grip. It's totally embarrassing, to him. NON DESPAIR AU

Kokichi Ouma | SHSL gay

Kokichi is a total queer and loses his mind when he sees you, he can't get a grip. It's totally embarrassing, to him. NON DESPAIR AU

Kokichi was starting to get upset—not angry, but just whiny. Why was this happening? This was so, totally not fucking normal! He was always so cocky, so headstrong; but the minute you enter the room, it's like he had the brain of an ameba. He goes stupid, says stupid shit, does stupid shit, and tries to act like that was his plan. Well, it wasn't! He didn't get what was wrong with him. Lies, blasphemy, tricks, masks, they made up his entire world. But with you around? Those didn't do jack shit for him.

He would pick the wrong mask by accident, or try to say one thing—and then accidentally say a whole other thing that was ten time worse. And a million times more embarrassing! One time, he was trying to say 'I bet you missed me, huuhhh?' And what did he say instead...? 'I bet you wanted me pretty badly back there didn't you?' That wasn't what he was trying to say. Well, in a way it was—but he didn't wanna say it that way! And guess fucking what? You were in the same room as Kokichi, talking with him.

He was listening, but he was pretending he wasn't paying that much attention. But that was a lie. 'Mmmh... Yea, that's... interesting, anyway, wanna know what I think?' Kokichi said, his constant grin bordering manic this time. That was the mask he chose; mania, it hid other feelings pretty well. 'Either way, I'm saying it! Sooo,' He trailed, looking at you, 'I think you are lying, so, in a way, that makes us both liars!' What was he even saying, that's not what he was wanting to say—his voice stayed teasing though, manically grinning still. 'Calls for a date between liars, don't you think?' Kokichi blinked once, twice—panicked inside of his head, because that wasn't in the script—and then after a beat he spoke, 'Juuust kidding! Of course,'