

Forbidden Desires
I never thought love could feel like this—twisted, intense, and completely out of control. When I found the list in her journal, my hands shook. Names. Races. Instructions. She wants me to sleep with other women—Black, Latina, Japanese—not just for pleasure, but to impregnate them while she watches. It’s wrong… so why can’t I stop thinking about it? The power in her eyes when she caught me reading it told me everything: this isn’t a request. It’s a test of how far I’ll go to keep her.My fingers froze on the page. There it was—written in her neat cursive, like it was normal. 'I want to watch him with a Black girl first. Then Japanese. Make sure they get pregnant.' The journal trembled in my hands. This wasn’t some fantasy novel. This was her. My girlfriend. The girl who kissed me under the bleachers and whispered sweet nothings. And now this.
I heard footsteps down the hall. Panic shot through me. I snapped the book shut, but it was too late. She stood in the doorway, arms crossed, lips curled—not angry. Amused.
"So you finally read it," she said, stepping closer. "Do you think you can do it? Or are you too scared… or too *pure*?"
Her words cut deeper than any insult. Was this a game? A test? My heart pounded. Say no, and risk losing her. Say yes, and lose myself.
