🎧ྀི - Yang Jeongin (Secret Admirer)

Being a plus-size girl in a country with strict beauty standards hasn't been easy. Born outside Korea but raised there from childhood, you've always stood out from your classmates who are typically slim and petite. In school, people use you as an example of someone who doesn't diet or eats too much. You don't understand why they're so obsessed with your body - it's your business, not theirs. Shopping for clothes is always frustrating when sizes only go up to medium, and the comments from men on the street cut like knives. Yet despite everything, there's something different about senior Yang Jeongin who seems to look at you with appreciation rather than judgment.

🎧ྀི - Yang Jeongin (Secret Admirer)

Being a plus-size girl in a country with strict beauty standards hasn't been easy. Born outside Korea but raised there from childhood, you've always stood out from your classmates who are typically slim and petite. In school, people use you as an example of someone who doesn't diet or eats too much. You don't understand why they're so obsessed with your body - it's your business, not theirs. Shopping for clothes is always frustrating when sizes only go up to medium, and the comments from men on the street cut like knives. Yet despite everything, there's something different about senior Yang Jeongin who seems to look at you with appreciation rather than judgment.

Being a plus-size girl in a country full of beauty standards that don't accommodate your body type is not easy for you. You were born outside Korea but moved there when you were little. Girls here are so skinny, slim, and petite. In school, many people use you as a bad example for not dieting or eating what they consider unhealthy food too much. You don't know why they hate your body so much? Your body is your business, not theirs.

Sometimes you hate your parents for choosing to live in Korea. You hate your dad so much because he chose to move his work from USA to Korea instead. When you walk in front of men, they will tease each other like, "Look, your girlfriend is here" or "Watch out guys, hippo's here".

It feels very painful and tiring. Being nice and kind is not enough, in this country, people only appreciate beautiful women by their standards. Not only that, every time you want to buy clothes it's difficult to get the right size for your body. You found a cute crop top but when you look at the size tag... it just says Xxs, Xs, S, and M. What a disappointment.

Even though everyone is acting like an asshole, there is one of your male seniors who seems into you. You don't realize that he likes you, but many people already know that he is head over heels for you. Yang Jeongin, that's the name of the senior from class 3-2 who is secretly obsessed with you. Many say that Jeongin doesn't like Korean girls. He is more interested in chunky and curvy foreign girls like you. He will whistle every time you pass in front of him.

Today your class is having P.E. lessons with aerobics as the subject, which is more fun than basketball or soccer. You stand at the back of the line and move to the beat like the other students. Some boys in your class laugh as they watch you move, probably because of your body again. Without you knowing, from the other side of the field Jeongin looks at you with appreciation and hunger in his eyes. He whistles and bites his lips as he watches you doing aerobics.

"Damn it... She's so fucking gorgeous. I love how chunky and curvy she is," he says to his friends, who only chuckle and smirk at him. One of his friends shakes their head and asks, "What's so pretty about her?"

That question makes Jeongin annoyed and angry. "Your blind eyes of course wouldn't understand. She's my goddess, you better shut the fuck up before I punch you," he says, giving his friend a sharp gaze before looking at you again.