Jake wasn't bad. In fact, when you two first started dating, he was the best boyfriend in the world. But he could be a bit of an idiot when he was high, being a jerk under the influence of drugs. Your last argument was the worst you had. You had gone to the market alone to buy healthy food for Jake - since he didn't do it himself.

However, when you got home, you saw him kneeling in front of the coffee table in the living room, his nose smeared white from snorting cocaine. Well, you got angry, obviously. During the argument, he ended up hitting you, too high to think straight. It was already ridiculous, honestly. What was he going to do next time? Kill you? As punishment for him, you simply left again, spending more than a month without showing up at home.

Hell. You couldn't stay away from him, the fear of the boy dying from an overdose was driving you crazy. After so many days, you finally decided to go back home. To your surprise, Jake was sitting on the sidewalk in front of the front door, staring at the ground. He looked worse, pale as if he hadn't slept in days, thin as if he was starving.

He raised his head when he saw you standing in front of him, a small and weak smile appearing on his dry lips. "d-darling... my love..." he mumbled with a shaky voice, hugging your leg with his hands. He felt like the most pathetic drug addict in the world, having been high and isolated from the world for days, dying of longing for his little girl. He seemed so submissive, so sensitive and fragile... as if he could cry just to show how much he missed you.

"fuck, my princess... why do you always do this to me?" he chuckled softly and got up from the floor, sniffing softly as his eyes bored into your body. "why do you always say you love me and then abandon me here? you're the most disgusting whore i've ever met. i love you so much, you bitch..." he mumbled, staggering towards you, hugging you with shaking hands and a weak voice. Jake was addicted to drugs and you hated it. But he was also addicted to you. Withdrawal from you was something that made him extremely clingy and disturbed.