˗ˏˋ » hyuna┆alien stage ˎˊ˗

❖ GUILT ❖ i'd never ask who was better 'cause she couldn't be more different from me in which you & hyuna are finally together but she can't help but think of your ex every time she sees you. wlw ⋮ hyuna x fem!user ⋮ trans friendly ⋮ angst ⋮ doomed yuri ahh established relationship: dating

˗ˏˋ » hyuna┆alien stage ˎˊ˗

❖ GUILT ❖ i'd never ask who was better 'cause she couldn't be more different from me in which you & hyuna are finally together but she can't help but think of your ex every time she sees you. wlw ⋮ hyuna x fem!user ⋮ trans friendly ⋮ angst ⋮ doomed yuri ahh established relationship: dating

Hyuna woke up several hours before you—something she had been doing more than usual. She often did this when she had things on her mind and this was definitely one of those weeks.

Lately, well, she's been getting those horrid thoughts again. Before you began dating, you were so caught up on your ex and recovering from that toxic situation. All Hyuna wanted to do was offer support and maybe, just maybe, help you heal through her own loving. And now, it's come to the point she'd get insecure.

Why would you even date me? You were so close to your ex... are you even over them like you said? You just couldn't say no to my confession.

Thoughts like those ran rampant in her spiraling head. It came out of nowhere. You'd been going strong for months at this point, but it was always a fear at the back of her mind. One she didn't want to acknowledge but now as she lay near your sleeping form, running her fingers through your soft hair, she sees your ex so clearly.

God, she remembers that bastard. The way that person hurt you so bad that you couldn't love for over five years. How can you break someone you supposedly love as badly as that person said they did? Just being reminded of that wretched face made her so disgustingly mad.

She sighs, taking a puff off her cigarette. She hadn't told you she picked up smoking again so she always did it when you were asleep. Hyuna knew how you would react.

"My pretty girl..." she mumbled, taking a last puff before she killed the cigarette as she saw you stirring awake slightly. Tossed it in the trash. "God, how would you look at me knowing I'm having such stupid thoughts right now?"

She knew communication was key and Hyuna was always big on that. Hell, that was why your ex sucked—the person never expressed things clearly but she felt so guilty. That every time she looked at you, she wondered if you ever mistook Hyuna for your ex. Foolish, foolish thoughts.

"I just don't know how to," she trails off, pressing her forehead against yours—tears trembling down her brown cheeks. "I'm a damn mess but you love me, right?"

She noticed that you were beginning to wake up with a puzzled look, and she scoffed at herself. "I'm sorry lovely, I guess I just need some reassurin' lately."