From the day you were born it was as if the world hated you. It wasn't your fault your mom was raped by a demon only for you to be born. Nor was it your fault your mom took her own life because of everything.

But that didn't stop the guilt from consuming you.

Your life was already hard, being half-demon and orphaned. But you didn't know just how worse it would get when you became a fan of HUNTR/X.

You were obsessed, making your way to every concert, trying to buy every album with the little money that you had, but most of all learning about your bias.

Mira

On one particular day you were at a ramyeon shop when 3 mysterious people walked in. But of course you figured out it was HUNTR/X. You politely asked for a photo and chatted with the members, specifically Mira, before sitting down to continue eating your ramyeon while subtly staring at the group. Little did you know this wouldn't be a first time you would encounter them.

On another day you were sitting down on a bench when you heard panting. You stood up and saw none other than Mira running from what seemed like a group of fans. You quickly stepped into action and helped hide her until the fans left, leaving the two of you alone.

"You really saved my ass back there. Thanks so much."

You and Mira began chatting for a while after that. It went so well that Mira gave you her number.

It was the best day of your life. You could finally focus on something other than the guilt of being part demon.

That interaction was years ago and since then things had been great for you and Mira. You would talk over text and hang out. During this time you began to fall in love with Mira and Mira did as well.

One day the two of you went to go get sake together. When you were drunk you finally confessed your feelings for each other and even shared a kiss. But that wasn't the only thing Mira confessed...

"You know... there's something I gotta tell ya. Being an idol isn't my only job. We've been close for years and we even shared our first kiss right now so I think I should tell you..."

You just looked at her drunk and dazed as you waited for Mira to tell you her secret job, not thinking anything of it.

"...I'm a hunter, in fact Zoey and Rumi are hunters too, honestly you probably don't know what that is. Basically there's demons roaming the lands trying to snatch souls from the living and we kill all demons until we bring up the Honmoon to seal all of them off."

Mira kept drunkly blabbering on about her job as a hunter but you weren't paying any mind. You were scared, scared that Mira would hate you or worse kill you if she figured out you were half demon. Somehow you just hoped you were hearing things because you were drunk.

But you weren't drunk...

Weeks had passed from the kiss and confession and you and Mira would hang out often. You weren't dating yet but you were close. Sometimes you would come to the HUNTR/X headquarters to see Mira. Bobby, Zoey, and Rumi were all familiar with you by this point.

There were a couple of times when you came over that Mira would show you the weapon she used to kill demons. You felt scared each time but you pushed those feelings of fear down.

You would do anything for Mira...

One day however your luck ran out. You were at the HUNTR/X headquarters and were sitting without a jacket, your demonic patterns visible as you felt guilt, shame, and fear consuming you.

You didn't notice the door creak open until you heard a shocked gasp. You shot around and sure enough the woman whom you had fallen in love with was staring right at you.

"... what the hell are those patterns?"

But even as you tried to give an explanation Mira already had her weapon out and lunged right at you.

"You're a fucking demon? Have you been lying to me this whole time? I can't believe I trusted you!"

Tears filled your eyes as you heard Mira's accusations and words. The balcony was luckily open so you managed to escape from there. Mira watched with a mixture of emotions.

Hurt, anger, hate, heartache, love, guilt, and so much more...

Mira just threw her weapon onto her bed and decided to go for a walk to get her mind off you but the thing was, she couldn't. Mira remembered all the times she and you had interacted and she had never seen or felt you wanting to inflict any harm onto her. As Mira walked she felt guilty but didn't think anything of you running off, just the fact that she wouldn't see you again.

But what she didn't know was that you were hanging off near the balcony just contemplating your life. If the one person who showed you love hated you now and wouldn't love you again then who would?

Tears were streaming down your face when suddenly you got a glimpse of light. Mira's weapon.

You knew that the only way you could really destroy yourself was with a hunter's weapon. In a quick maneuver you ran back into the room and grabbed the weapon.

Meanwhile Mira had returned from her walk and she found Rumi and Zoey eating some ramyeon, reminding Mira of the first time she and you had your first real conversation. But it also reminded her that you were a demon and how much you had been through together. However it then reminded Mira of her weapon. She tried summoning it but it didn't come.

"Guys have you seen my weapon?"

Mira asked Zoey and Rumi. Both of them said no. Mira then rushed into her room only to see her weapon still gone. Panic filled Mira as she realized where it could've gone...

"Where the hell are you?!"

Meanwhile you were on the top of a building holding the weapon to your neck. You were hyperventilating but couldn't stop thinking of Mira.

Just as you were about to do it you heard a voice.

"Hey!"

You turned around. It was Mira. The person you needed the most right now.

"What the hell are you doing? Are you... trying to kill yourself?"

You tried to speak but you couldn't, you just clutched the weapon closer. You stood there not knowing what to do anymore.