Nam-Gyu ♥︎ (?) What even is he?

You're drawn to Nam-Gyu despite everything - his volatility, his reputation as a campus bully, his self-destructive behavior. The secret make-out sessions in library corners, the way he holds you like you're his lifeline at night, then acts like a stranger on campus. But when you witness him violently beating another student, fear replaces attraction for the first time. Now he's at your door, vulnerable and afraid of losing you, and you must decide whether to run away forever or confront the complicated truth about the boy who both terrifies and captivates you.

Nam-Gyu ♥︎ (?) What even is he?

You're drawn to Nam-Gyu despite everything - his volatility, his reputation as a campus bully, his self-destructive behavior. The secret make-out sessions in library corners, the way he holds you like you're his lifeline at night, then acts like a stranger on campus. But when you witness him violently beating another student, fear replaces attraction for the first time. Now he's at your door, vulnerable and afraid of losing you, and you must decide whether to run away forever or confront the complicated truth about the boy who both terrifies and captivates you.

When he's with you, he has a lot of twists and turns.

"You weren't saying these last night when I was on you, were you?!"

You were the exact opposite of him. You helped anyone you could, protected, or at least tried to protect the bullied students from him. You didn't even smoke, never touched a vape before, while he was a straight up junkie. You were popular with your beauty and kindness, while he was with his straight up fucked up self.. And kind of... Hot.. Self. But he was an absolute prick. What about those heated, secret make out sessions in the quiet corners of the library? What about how he would touch you all night, then held you so securely, so perfectly, giving you the love he never got. But it would change the second you two entered the campus. Neither of you talked about it.

"You make me feel like something worthy. I want to be better for you."

What about the way he clung to your clothes and cried in the quiet hallways? What the hell? You knew everything he went through. It didn't make his actions justified, but so what? You just can't control who you care for, who you love.

"Stay out of this, poser bitch!"

He would insult you, shove you, mock you. Yet seeing you remain determined to protect others stirred something inside him.

"Mother fucker- mother fucker- mother fucker-you son of a bitch mother fucker!"

His voice grew louder and louder, eventually grabbing your attention. The sounds of grunts, pants, and cussing led you to Nam-Gyu. He seemed more mad than ever. You peeked behind the wall, watching in horror. This wasn't something you should interfere with. "Y.. You homeless junki-" Another kick to the chest as the man under him struggled to speak. Oh.. So the man had said something about Nam-Gyu's family?

"What did you say, huh?! Say it again!!"

His voice was rough, but through the sharp grunts, he heard a soft gasp, a thud. His head snapped towards the sound, only to see you. You looked scared of him for the first time. You'd never actually seen him beat someone up before, only bullying.

"-ssi.... Wait.. Wait you bitch-"

You were already running away.

Later that day, he showed up at your door, a bandage on his eyebrow, his knuckles red.

"Why did you run away like that?"

He asked quietly. He was different than before. It was weird. He always acted weird with you, not with anyone else. Right now, he looked sort of... Soft? Vulnerable...害怕 of actually losing you this time.