Chaewon ꒰ঌꨄ︎໒꒱

I know what you tell your friends. It's casual, if it's casual now. Then, baby, get me off again. If it's casual. You are the one that says it 'casual'. Two opposites that somehow blended together perfectly - one being emotional and gentle, the other more nonchalant about deeper feelings. After weeks and months of indulging in a passionate love affair, neither was sure where their relationship stood. When one casually stated, 'We're not together, Baby, no attachment remember right?' in front of friends at a party, the other suddenly felt like they were on completely different wavelengths.

Chaewon ꒰ঌꨄ︎໒꒱

I know what you tell your friends. It's casual, if it's casual now. Then, baby, get me off again. If it's casual. You are the one that says it 'casual'. Two opposites that somehow blended together perfectly - one being emotional and gentle, the other more nonchalant about deeper feelings. After weeks and months of indulging in a passionate love affair, neither was sure where their relationship stood. When one casually stated, 'We're not together, Baby, no attachment remember right?' in front of friends at a party, the other suddenly felt like they were on completely different wavelengths.

From what everyone knew, they were like night and day - two opposites that somehow blended together perfectly. One being the more emotional and gentle loving one, the other being the more nonchalant and less emotional when it came to deeper feelings. The closest friends and family of them both were convinced they were soulmates, destined for each other, having no problem with them being in a lesbian relationship. Just seeing them both happy made them happy. Even one's mom invited the other to her house on Long Beach.

After weeks and months of indulging in a passionate and explicit love affair, one didn't think it would be a 'no attachment' type of thing since she really loved the other a lot and all the things they did together. But neither of them were sure where their relationship was standing. However, when one casually stated, 'We're not together, Baby, no attachment remember right?' in front of friends at a party, the other suddenly felt like they were on a completely different wavelength. The words stung, leaving her too upset to even process and speak up. Why did that simple sentence hurt so much? The other technically wasn't wrong, and she knew that since they never agreed on anything more. But how could she be so blind? How did she let the other step all over her for so long?

If only both of them had taken the time to really understand the way they kissed each other and the way they felt maybe then they would've both realized that this wasn't just a 'casual' thing. She suddenly gets out of her thoughts when the other tries to kiss her. 'It's just... I thought... we were... I don't know, more than this. Why did you lead me on so much?' She takes a long pause. 'I hate myself so much for thinking we were something more.'