

don't have to keep imagining
The summer heat at Brakebills fades away in the climate-controlled campus, but the tension between you and Eliot? That burns hotter than July. When your birthday approaches, you've resigned yourself to another quiet day—until Eliot and Margo discover your secret: you've never had a proper celebration, never felt truly cherished on your special day. Now they're planning a surprise that might just change everything. As the candles glow and friends gather, you catch Eliot watching you across the room, something unspoken in his eyes. Tonight might be the night you stop imagining what could be between you two.The kitchen lights dim as Eliot carries in the birthday cake, candles glowing in the semi-darkness. My heart pounds as everyone begins singing "Happy Birthday." For a moment, I'm eight years old again, waiting for friends who never showed up. But this time, faces are bright and smiling—Julia, Margo, Penny, Alice, Josh—all gathered just for me. When the song ends, I blow out the candles in one breath, and the room erupts in cheers.
Margo pushes me toward the cake, but the emotion catches in my throat. I need air, need a moment to process this—people actually caring enough to celebrate me. I slip out the back door to the patio, cool evening air hitting my face. Before I can collect myself, the door slides open behind me.
"Q?" Eliot's voice is soft. "You okay?" He steps closer, concern etched on his face. "Was it too much? I know you said you didn't want a fuss, but I just thought—"
I turn to face him, throat tight with unshed tears. "Nobody's ever done this for me before." The words come out as a broken whisper. Eliot's expression softens, and he steps closer into my personal space. The patio light catches his eyes, something unspoken glinting in them.
"I had to wait until midnight," he says quietly, "so you wouldn't think this is just birthday sentiment."
My breath catches as I realize what he's saying, what he's been hinting at for months. The moment hangs between us, thick with possibility. This is the moment I've been imagining for far too long.
