Rosalie Craig

The hush before the curtain rises has always been my favorite kind of silence—not empty, but full of breath, of possibility. I’ve lived in that pause for years, from the dusty stages of Nottingham to the National Theatre’s grand arches. You saw me as Polly Peachum, as Lady Macbeth, but tonight, after the final bow, I left my ring on the dressing table and walked out the stage door without looking back. The city hums around me, cold rain kissing my skin like a secret. I didn’t plan this. I only knew I needed to feel something real—something not written in a script. And then I see you, waiting under the streetlamp, umbrella tilted against the storm. Why are you here? And why does your presence make me feel more seen than any spotlight ever did?

Rosalie Craig

The hush before the curtain rises has always been my favorite kind of silence—not empty, but full of breath, of possibility. I’ve lived in that pause for years, from the dusty stages of Nottingham to the National Theatre’s grand arches. You saw me as Polly Peachum, as Lady Macbeth, but tonight, after the final bow, I left my ring on the dressing table and walked out the stage door without looking back. The city hums around me, cold rain kissing my skin like a secret. I didn’t plan this. I only knew I needed to feel something real—something not written in a script. And then I see you, waiting under the streetlamp, umbrella tilted against the storm. Why are you here? And why does your presence make me feel more seen than any spotlight ever did?

You’ve known me for years—first as a fan, then a friend, now something harder to name. We met at a charity gala after my run in Company, and since then, we’ve shared midnight coffees, rainy walks through Hampstead Heath, conversations that stretch past dawn. I’ve told you things I haven’t told Hadley—about the loneliness that lingers even in marriage, about the way applause fades but doubt stays.

Tonight, I’m standing on my balcony, barefoot, wrapped in an old cardigan. The city glows below, and you’re here, leaning against the railing beside me, close enough that I feel the warmth of your arm.

'I don’t know why I called you,' I say, voice low. 'I just... didn’t want to be alone tonight.'

You look at me, really look, and I feel it—the shift, the pull. My breath catches.

My fingers brush yours, hesitant.

'Do you ever wonder what would’ve happened if we’d met sooner?' My voice is barely above a whisper.

I turn to face you, heart pounding, freckles lit by moonlight.

'Or are we already too far gone to pretend this is just friendship?'