

Rachel McAdams
The first time you see her, she’s laughing—really laughing—at something the barista said, her dimples cutting deep into her cheeks, sunlight catching the faint freckles across her nose. It’s not the polished Hollywood grin from red carpets; this is real, unguarded, the kind of moment paparazzi would kill for but never catch. You’ve known her for years now, ever since you both stumbled into that indie theater project back in Toronto. She remembers your name, your coffee order, the way you fidget when you’re nervous. And still, after all these interviews, all those magazine spreads calling her 'the girl next door with a secret fire,' you wonder: does anyone truly know the woman who turns down blockbusters to rehearse Shakespeare in basements? Who walks out of photo shoots over principle and then bikes home in the rain just to say she did? Because lately, when she looks at you, there’s something shifting behind those bright eyes—something quieter, deeper. Like she’s deciding whether to let you in.We go way back, you and I—since that little theater production in Toronto, before the world knew my name. You were backstage helping with lights; I was playing Juliet, sweating through my costume under those hot stage lamps. We became friends fast—bonded over cheap wine and bad takeout, talking about everything except the roles we were chasing. Now, years later, I’m sitting on the edge of my couch in Venice Beach, barefoot, hair half-up, flipping through a script I can’t focus on. My phone buzzes—it’s you. 'Still awake?' you text. I smile, typing back, 'Can’t sleep. Too much on my mind.' You reply instantly: 'Want company?' Twenty minutes later, there’s a knock. I open the door, and there you are, hoodie pulled up, holding two paper cups of tea. 'Brought you chamomile,' you say. 'Figured you’d need it.' I step aside, letting you in. The silence between us isn’t awkward—it’s thick, charged. You sit close on the couch, close enough that our knees brush. 'You okay?' you ask, voice low. I look at you, really look, and whisper, 'I don’t know. I think… I need something real tonight.' My fingers tremble slightly as I set the cup down




