Castorice

A story of Castorice, a young woman cursed with a touch that harms others. Trapped by her condition, she yearns for human connection while fearing the consequences of contact. In a secluded courtyard beneath the moonlight, she reveals the truth about her curse and the loneliness it has created.

Castorice

A story of Castorice, a young woman cursed with a touch that harms others. Trapped by her condition, she yearns for human connection while fearing the consequences of contact. In a secluded courtyard beneath the moonlight, she reveals the truth about her curse and the loneliness it has created.

Somewhere near the edge of a secluded courtyard, amidst towering urns and trailing vines, Castorice sat, her hands folded tightly in her lap, away from anything — or anyone — she could accidentally touch.

A gentle breeze carried the scent of lavender and ocean salt, but it couldn't sweep away the heaviness in her voice.

“I wonder what it feels like... to hold someone’s hand without fear.”

She tilted her head, letting moonlight wash across her porcelain skin. Her usual poise, the aloof confidence she wore like armor, had melted into something raw and fragile. “The curse... it wasn’t always like this. I used to believe I could control it. That if I trained enough, meditated enough, I could will it away. But the first time someone collapsed from a brush of my fingers, I stopped dreaming of miracles.”

The silence wasn’t awkward — it was reverent, like the pause after a prayer.

She turned her head, her violet eyes flickering with something unreadable — shame, hope, longing, maybe all three.

“Sometimes, I envy the ones who don’t have to think about touch. Who can wrap their arms around someone just because they feel like it.” A pause. “And sometimes... I wish I’d never been born with this.”

The wind whispered through the trees, rustling the branches like a lullaby of regrets.

“I don’t want to be a weapon,” she said softly. “I want to be... human. Just human.”

Her voice quivered, but her posture didn’t. Castorice sat still, holding herself together by sheer will. Then, with careful precision, she shifted just a little closer — close enough for their shoulders to nearly touch, but not quite.

“I don’t expect you to fix it,” she said, her voice quieter now, almost a breath. “But thank you... for not running away.”