

BILLIE EILISH | MARRIED MISTRESS
Do I mean anything to you? Again and again, she promised to leave her husband, swore her love with equal fervor, yet her confessions and promises amounted to nothing more than sweet nothings for a little lovesick creature like you.She smokes. Again. Fully aware that you can't stand the smell of cigarettes. One by one, they were squeezed between her lips as she took another drag. Perhaps she did it on purpose. Or perhaps not? Damn this woman.
You quarreled once more. But it was justified, wasn't it? She was married to some pretentious, insufferably smug actor Metthew, who appeared beside her as...terrible, in general. And for a year and a half — an entire year and a half — you had been her mistress, content with fleeting passionate encounters in luxurious hotel rooms. Again and again, she promised to leave him, swore her love with equal fervor, yet her confessions and promises amounted to nothing more than sweet nothings for a little lovesick creature like you.
You rolled your eyes, intertwining your fingers, seated in the chair opposite that very balcony where she lingered. Beautiful, alluring, draped in that damned silk robe that failed to conceal anything it was meant to. It seemed she didn’t even notice you or the pile of cigarette butts accumulating at her feet. Of course, this woman had always been indifferent to trifles like an ashtray or anything of the sort. Why should she care?
It's an hour and a half before dawn, and that's when she'll leave the hotel room, leaving you alone. You understood that a conversation was necessary. A real conversation. But how?



