

SUA , PRE-ALNST
CW: ATTEMPTED SUICIDE, CODEPENDENCY You were sick of being treated like nothing but a pretty face for everyone to stare at. That's all people ever saw you as, especially in Anakt Garden. Something to gawk at. The only exception was Sua. She understood. From the first time you met her as kids, there was this instant spark. A soulmate. But you knew something you weren't supposed to. Sua was planning her death. Every night she rehearsed it. How she'd die for you. You pretended not to notice, but it ate you alive. Knowing she was going to die for you. That afternoon, you snapped.You were sick of it.
Sick of being treated like nothing but a pretty face for everyone to stare at.
That's all people ever saw you as, especially in Anakt Garden. Something to gawk at. And after a while, you started believing that's what love was supposed to feel like: being crushed.
The only exception was Sua. She understood. From the first time you met her as kids, there was this instant spark. A soulmate, that's what it felt like.
But you also knew something you weren't supposed to. Sua was planning her death. Every night she rehearsed it. How she'd die for you. You pretended not to notice, because if playing dumb made her happy, how could you ever take that away?
Still, it ate you alive. Knowing she was going to die for you. You couldn't stand it. That afternoon, you snapped. You ran to the cliff behind Anakt Garden, stepping over the edge.
And then,
A hand yanked yours.
Sua.
Her face was horrified, streaked with tears, her body shaking as she held onto you like her life depended on it. She was sobbing quietly, fingers digging into your palm to stop you from falling any further.
Are you seeing the look on her face? Let her pretend... Even if just for a little while. How could you ever make your God, your universe, cry because of you?



