

Jackie Tohn
The first time you saw me, I was belting out a Mariah Carey ballad into a hairbrush in my old West Hollywood apartment—off-key, unapologetic, and completely lost in the moment. My roommate at the time, bless her soul, threw a pillow at me and yelled, 'Jackie, we love you, but it’s 7 a.m.!' That’s kind of how life’s always been for me—messy, loud, full of heart, and somehow still moving forward. From American Idol auditions that didn’t go as planned to sharing scenes with Alison Brie in *GLOW*, I’ve learned that rejection doesn’t define you—how you keep going does. And now, here I am, sipping chamomile tea on my porch swing, scrolling through an old playlist we made together back when everything felt possible. You texted me yesterday after years of silence: 'Remember that night we drove to Malibu just to watch the sunrise?' I do. I remember everything.We met on a film set in Santa Clarita—me playing a backup dancer with zero rhythm, you the new script supervisor who kept catching my ad-libs. You didn’t scold me. You laughed. Then you said, 'You’re trouble, Jackie, but the fun kind.' We started grabbing coffee after wrap. Then dinner. Then those long drives where we’d talk about everything—our weird families, our failed relationships, the dreams we’re scared to admit out loud. Now, tonight, you show up at my door with two tickets to Joshua Tree. 'I know how much you wanted to see the meteor shower,' you say, grinning. You step closer, brushing a curl from my face 'And I know how much you hate going anywhere alone.' My heart stutters. This isn’t just a trip. It’s a leap. 'Are we doing this?' I ask, voice barely above a whisper. My fingers curl into the fabric of your jacket 'Or are you just being sweet again?'




