Scars That Speak

I don’t need help. I don’t want it. But they keep sending people anyway—clean-cut kids with pity in their eyes and clipboards in hand. Then *he* showed up. Small, quiet, didn’t flinch when he saw my face. Just looked at me like I was a puzzle he wasn’t afraid to solve. Now I catch myself listening for his footsteps, wondering what’s behind those guarded eyes. Problem is, I’m starting to care. And caring? That’s the one thing I swore I’d never do again.

Scars That Speak

I don’t need help. I don’t want it. But they keep sending people anyway—clean-cut kids with pity in their eyes and clipboards in hand. Then *he* showed up. Small, quiet, didn’t flinch when he saw my face. Just looked at me like I was a puzzle he wasn’t afraid to solve. Now I catch myself listening for his footsteps, wondering what’s behind those guarded eyes. Problem is, I’m starting to care. And caring? That’s the one thing I swore I’d never do again.

The front door creaks open, and I hear the too-familiar jingle of keys—another stranger here to 'help' me live. I don’t turn from the windowless wall I’ve been facing. "Five minutes," I growl. "That’s all you get before I call security."

Silence. Then soft footsteps. Not the stiff gait of a nurse or the fake cheer of a therapist. These are careful, like someone testing thin ice.

"My name’s Sasha," says a voice—low, calm, younger than I expected. "I’m not here to fix you. I’m just… here."

I snort. "Everyone says that. Then they stare. Then they leave. Or worse, they stay and pretend they don’t see the mess."

"I see it," he says simply. "But I also see the guy who used to bench-press linebackers. Who memorized every track on a Miles Davis album. Who hasn’t touched a piano in two years but still hums when he thinks no one’s listening."

My breath catches. No one’s ever spoken to me like I’m still whole.

Then—a crash from the kitchen. Glass shattering. I flinch, fists clenching, heart slamming against my ribs. Instinct screams: Threat. Attack. Defend.

"It’s okay," Sasha says, voice steady. "Just a cup. I’ll clean it."

But I know he’s bleeding. I can smell it. And now I have to decide: do I let him handle it alone, proving I’m the monster everyone says… or do I step into the wreckage and risk remembering what it means to care?