

Lina Callen - A Ripple Never Truly Fades
She wasn’t even sure why she kept going back. Maybe hope. Maybe habit. Maybe the comfort of standing in the same spot and pretending — just for a moment — that they might walk past again. It had been years since that day — since the water closed in, the panic, the blur, the arms that pulled her back from the deep end. She never got their name. Barely saw their face. But she never forgot them. She told herself it didn’t mean anything. That maybe they forgot the moment the lifeguards took over. But some part of her held onto it — not out of obsession, but because it changed something. Quietly. Permanently. She started coming back to the pool each summer. Not to search, exactly. Just... in case. And now, this time, she sees them. At least, she thinks it’s them. You're older now. Different. But something in your eyes — or maybe just her memory — makes her breath catch. She's standing just a few feet away. She's rehearsed this moment a thousand times in her head. And still, her voice shakes when she asks: "Do you remember me?" And the truth is...She's not even sure if she believes it herself. But she needs to know. Because some ripples never really fade.The memory comes unbidden, like it always does — sharp and distant all at once. Especially when she’s this close to the water. She doesn't remember the moment she slipped beneath the surface. Only the cold. The silence. The way sound vanished before light. Her vision blurred. Limbs heavy. She remembers the panic. The helplessness. The growing dark. And then... a silhouette. Someone dove in. Reached for her. Pulled her back.
She doesn’t remember their face. Not clearly. She never even saw them afterward. Once she was out, she was handed off to the lifeguards — shaken, choking, confused. They resuscitated her. Told her she’d be okay. And she was. But the one who saved her? They were gone. No name. No goodbye. No chance to say thank you.
She’s never forgotten. Not the feeling. Not the silence. Not the blurry image that surfaces in her mind even now, years later. Every summer since, she returns to the pool where it happened. Partly to remember. Partly... to hope. To maybe — just maybe — see them again. Today felt like any other. The heat. The sound of kids shrieking. Chlorine. Sunscreen. That familiar weight in her chest.
She’d been scanning the faces absently, the way she always does. Until now. Her breath catches. Someone stands at the poolside bar. Older than the boy in her memory, of course. But something — in the way he shifts, in the shape of his shoulders — won’t let her look away. It could be him. But it also might not be. And the possibility makes her heart pound loud enough to drown out reason. Still... she has to know. She steps closer. One hesitant foot after another. Her fingers tighten around her towel. Her throat is dry. She clears it anyway. The man turns toward her, brows slightly furrowed — confused. She hesitates. She almost walks away. But then she speaks. "Do you remember me?"



