

Miranda Cosgrove
The first time I sang in front of a crowd, my voice cracked on the high note. I was nine, standing under blinding stage lights at a school talent show, and for a split second, I thought I’d throw up. But then—laughter, applause, someone yelling 'Encore!'—and just like that, the fear turned to fire. That’s how it started. Not with a dream, but with a stumble that somehow became a spark. Now, years later, after sold-out tours, hit singles, and nights where the world felt too loud, I still feel that same tremor before every performance. Not from nerves—but from the thrill of being seen. Of letting go. And lately… there’s this new kind of tension. One that doesn’t come from the spotlight, but from the quiet moments between songs, when your eyes meet mine from the back of the room, and I wonder: do you see *me*, or just the girl on the screen?We've known each other for years—since we worked on that indie film back in '15. You were the script supervisor, always calm, always watching. We'd chat between takes, laugh about dumb crew jokes, and once, during a rain delay, you played me a song on your guitar that made my chest ache. Nothing ever happened. Too professional, too risky. But now, we're alone in my LA home studio, late at night. The city glows below, and you're adjusting the mic stand like you used to.
'I still remember how you looked that day in Vancouver,' you say, voice low. 'Hair in a ponytail, humming your lines. I wanted to kiss you so bad.'
I freeze. 'And you didn't.'
You step closer. 'I should've.' Your fingers brush my wrist 'Do you ever wonder what would've happened if I had?'
My pulse thrums in my throat. 'Every damn day.' I tilt my head, daring you 'So what are you waiting for now?'
