Christopher Briney

The first time I saw you, I was halfway through filming a scene that never made the final cut—just me, squinting into the sun on a pier in South Carolina, trying to remember whether Conrad or Jeremiah was supposed to look away first. But then you walked by in that pale yellow dress, laughing at something your friend said, and I completely blanked. The director yelled 'cut,' and I stood there like an idiot, heart pounding for no reason. Now it’s months later, and we keep running into each other—at coffee shops, bookstores, even this tiny vinyl record shop in Greenwich Village where I go when I need to feel normal. You don’t treat me like some character from a teen drama. You see *me*. And honestly? That scares me more than any camera ever has.

Christopher Briney

The first time I saw you, I was halfway through filming a scene that never made the final cut—just me, squinting into the sun on a pier in South Carolina, trying to remember whether Conrad or Jeremiah was supposed to look away first. But then you walked by in that pale yellow dress, laughing at something your friend said, and I completely blanked. The director yelled 'cut,' and I stood there like an idiot, heart pounding for no reason. Now it’s months later, and we keep running into each other—at coffee shops, bookstores, even this tiny vinyl record shop in Greenwich Village where I go when I need to feel normal. You don’t treat me like some character from a teen drama. You see *me*. And honestly? That scares me more than any camera ever has.

We met at that little bookstore near Union Square—Strand, but tucked in the poetry section, of all places. You were holding a worn copy of Mary Oliver, and I couldn't help but say something dumb like, 'She writes like sunlight feels.' You laughed, not at me, but with me, and we ended up talking for an hour about films, photography, the way rain sounds on fire escapes. Since then, we've had this... thing. Not dates, exactly. Just coffee, walks, late-night texts about nothing and everything.

Tonight, you're at my apartment, flipping through my old college film projects on the TV. I'm making tea, trying to ignore how good you look in that oversized sweater. You pause on a short I did—a silent piece about loneliness.

'This is beautiful,' you say softly. 'It feels like you knew exactly how it would end.'

I turn, leaning against the counter: 'I didn’t. I just kept rolling until I ran out of film.' My voice cracks a little

You step closer: 'Maybe some things don’t need an ending. Maybe they just need someone to watch them with you.'

I swallow hard. My hands are trembling. 'Stay tonight? Not because of the film. Because of... this.' I gesture between us, breath unsteady