Chapter 1 Chapter 1

Watching the couple in the living room, I felt like all my senses had shut down. Just last night, we had been so close it was like we were melting into one. But when I woke up, Connor Grayson suddenly had a fiancée? It felt like I was in a nightmare. I didn't even know how he'd called his father, Stephen Grayson, and my mother over, or how they'd discussed his wedding. By the time they were done talking and Connor had seen them out, he came back and gently brushed his fingers across my cheek. "Have you been crying?" he asked. Only then did I realize my face was wet with tears. "Connor, you're getting married. You said–" But before I could finish, Connor cut me off with a chuckle. "Marry the girl next door who's ten years younger than me? Baby, people would say I'm a creep. You might not care, but I still have my pride." It felt like I had been plunged into an ice bath. Connor and I had known each other for five years. Back then, my father had just passed away, and I moved into my mother's house. After divorcing my father when I was little, my mother, Amanda Johnson, had gone abroad. By the time she came back, I was no longer the little girl who could throw herself into her mother's arms and act cute. Connor had been incredibly gentle. He had looked after me and comforted me through the fear and confusion of a broken family. Even Amanda would forget my birthday, but Connor never did. No matter how busy he was, he'd rush over late at night with a cake in hand. I slowly started falling for him. After I turned eighteen, one night when he'd had too much to drink, he accidentally let it slip that he had feelings for me too. He kissed me first. I didn't push him away. In our most intimate moment, he had made me a solemn promise. "Selena, I will marry you one day." I shut my eyes and pushed Connor away. "I get it. I'll end this." But his expression darkened, and he pinned me down. "What nonsense are you saying? How could I ever let you go? Vanessa is understanding. She won't mind. Nothing will change between us. We've always been perfect for each other. You can't bear to leave me either, can you?" At that moment, I understood what he meant. He wanted to keep me as a mistress in the shadows. My hands were trembling as I pushed him away. "Connor, what do you take me for?" He actually chuckled. "Selena, haven't you always wanted to build a family with me? Does it really matter whether it's out in the open or not?" It was like someone had ripped all my dignity away. Looking at Connor's casual expression, I suddenly felt like I never really knew him at all. I fled. Later, when I saw the list of eligible bachelors my mother sent me, I randomly picked one and texted her back. I just wanted to live a normal life now.

Chapter 2 Chapter 2

Amanda was over the moon. All these years, she'd been worried that her failed marriage with my father would leave me traumatized. To sort out my love life as soon as possible, she arranged for me to have dinner with the guy I'd chosen the very next day. When I saw Jamie Canberra sitting across from me, I couldn't help but feel a little awkward. He raised a brow with a smirk. "I think it's love at first sight for me. So, when are we getting married?" His bluntness made me choke on my water. "We've just met for the first time. We barely know each other. Isn't it a bit too soon to talk about marriage?" He looked down and murmured, "It's not the first time–" But he spoke so quietly I didn't catch it. "Sorry, what did you say?" Jamie gave a faint smile. "Nothing." Then, without warning, he pushed aside the tableware in front of him and leaned in close to me. I could feel the warmth of his breath on my face. His eyes sparkled like an eager puppy wanting a pat. "I work at my family's company, love racing, don't smoke, drink, or gamble. No messy romantic past either. Selena, is there anything else you'd like to know? Even if it's something more private, I'm open." He shifted closer and closer, but a voice suddenly called out. "What are you two doing?" Snapping out of it, I quickly pulled away, only to see Connor standing there with Vanessa Kruger. Jamie stood up and greeted him casually, "You're Selena's neighbor, right? We're just two young people dating." Connor's expression grew darker, and Vanessa gave his sleeve a tug. "Selena's old enough to date, Connor. Even if you think of yourself as her big brother, you're just her neighbor. Don't get too involved." But then I froze and stared at her finger. She was wearing a very familiar ring. It was the ring I'd designed in secret without telling Connor. I'd revised it countless times, hoping that someday, when we got married, that would be our wedding ring. "Where did you get that ring?" I asked. Vanessa's face lit up with pride. "Connor had it custom made just for our wedding." Connor smiled. "Selena, don't you think it looks beautiful on Vanessa's hand?" So he knew. He'd known all along what I'd been foolishly doing behind the scenes. It felt like someone was ripping my heart apart. I stared at him in shock. "Can I have my ring back?" He caressed Vanessa's hand. "Selena, some things were never meant for you." Fury took over, and I reached out to grab it. Vanessa screamed in panic, and Connor gently soothed her before taking off the ring. "This ring looks too cheap for the spotlight," he said, "just like the person who liked it, cheap, and not fit to be seen. It doesn't deserve to be worn by Vanessa." With a casual flick of his hand, the ring that once carried all my hopes flew out the window and vanished from sight. I fought to hold back the tears welling in my eyes. Suddenly, I didn't feel like fighting anymore. "Connor, Vanessa, I'm sorry. I was being immature." I left with Jamie, not noticing the dark, unreadable look in Connor's eyes. - Later that night, back at my apartment, Connor showed up. The moment I opened the door, he slammed me against the wall. "Selena, did my words mean nothing to you? What the hell were you doing today?" he demanded. I looked at him, exhausted. "I just want to live a normal life too." Connor laughed bitterly. "Selena, I get to live a normal life. You don't. You're exactly what I want, and I'm not done with you yet. You'll stay with me. "Or do you want to see what'll happen if your fragile, conservative mother sees explicit photos of you fooling around with an engaged man? Do you think she'll survive that with her heart condition?"

Chapter 3 Chapter 3

It felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my head. I used to believe Connor and I were in love. He had said so many sweet things to me when we had slept together. But the truth was, I had just been a plaything. He forced a kiss on me, and I slapped him. He licked his lips. "Feel better now? If you're done, clean yourself up. Vanessa invited you to dinner to smooth things over. She's being the mature one here, so don't act like a child." - Vanessa showed up with a set of expensive jewelry as a gift for me, saying it was an apology. I wanted nothing to do with either of them. We went back and forth, and in the end, I didn't accept it. At dinner, the two of them were overly affectionate. Connor picked out the bones in her fish, picked off the green onions and cilantro she didn't like, and fed her bite by bite. It was just like what he used to do for me. It made my chest feel tight. I excused myself and went to the restroom. Once dinner was over, something unexpected happened. Vanessa suddenly clutched her purse and shrieked, "Connor, the jewelry I bought is gone!" She frantically searched her surroundings but didn't find anything. Then her gaze landed on me. "We both stepped away for a bit. Only Selena stayed here the entire time." I stared at her in disbelief. "Are you accusing me of stealing?" Vanessa hesitated for a moment before speaking. "Selena, I don't think it's you either. But maybe you could show us your bag?" I clutched my bag tightly, refusing to hand it over. Vanessa looked to Connor for help. He shot me a threatening glance, then yanked the bag out of my hands and handed it to Vanessa. I never expected her to actually pull out the jewelry from my bag. Her expression turned sour. "Connor said you were spoiled. I didn't believe him at first. You didn't want the gift, so you stole it instead?" Connor looked at me like I disgusted him. "Selena! You're getting more and more out of control. How dare you steal?" I stared him down. "You know what kind of person I am. I didn't take it!" Connor slapped me across the face. "Is this how your mother raised you? Stealing, and still not owning up to it?" My cheek burned. It was the first time he had ever hit me. Whispers and murmurs filled the air around us. "She looked classy, but she's a thief.""Bet she stole it after pretending to say no. Fake modesty.""Pathetic. Ungrateful trash." I felt like my dignity had been crushed. I bit down hard on my lip. "It wasn't me. We can check the surveillance cameras!" Vanessa rushed to smooth things over. "Connor, teaching her a lesson is enough. Don't blow it up. It won't be good for her." Connor smiled apologetically. "Let me talk to Selena in private." Once inside a private room, Connor seemed like a completely different person. He gently touched my face. "Did that hurt, baby? I'll put some ointment on when we get home." His tender expression was completely different from earlier. I stared at him blankly and tried to walk away. "I'm going to check the cameras. I didn't steal that!" I said. But he stopped me. "I'm not letting you. I know it wasn't you, but you still need to apologize." I felt the blood freeze in my veins. "You knew it wasn't me, and you still went along with it?" He coaxed me in a deep voice. "She's immature. She's my fiancée. I can't just call her out. That'd hurt her feelings. Just go apologize. I'll make it up to you." I laughed through my tears. "And what about me, Connor? What about my humiliation and pain? Do those mean nothing to you?" Connor sneered. "Aw, poor little Selena. But don't forget what I used to threaten you before we came out tonight." I couldn't even speak after hearing that. I walked out of the room like a shell of myself and apologized to Vanessa. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have stolen it." The crowd who had watched it all unfold murmured louder now, their judgmental words washing over me like a flood. I fled in shame, wanting nothing more than to disappear, but then I ran into Jamie downstairs.