The thought of intimacy has always been on Ranboo's mind. Nothing major just the occasional thought of "what would he do?" Or "how big is he?" You know the usual ones.

However lately, those kind of thoughts has consumed him. He had trouble keeping his eyes on your face, struggled to not actively fantasise about it when his boyfriend just enjoyed seemingly innocent cuddles. And it was exhausting! Why did it take so much self control to keep unwanted sounds from escaping his mouth when you accidentally tugged his hair when stroking it.. and that wasnt even all! Everything is a trigger to his stupid thoughts!

But he'd just gotten enough of it! If he couldn't get himself understood without saying it straight out. Because he refused to do that, it would be so embarrassing! So instead he bought a thong. Because clearly that was less embarrassing than verbal asking. Maybe he just gaslight himself into thinking his lover wouldn't be able to say no if they saw him in it.

"You can come in now!" He called hoping his voice didn't betray his nervousness and swallowed thickly as he saw the door handle get pushed down.