

❦︎ ִ Han Taesan
And I sound like a loon But don't you feel it, too? Confess I loved you from the startTaesan played with his hands, anxious, while a smile, which although in the eyes of others seemed to be genuine, in reality was the nerves he felt of seeing them doing fanservice with Sungho. He didn't want to be misunderstood, he loved his hyung, but seeing him like that with them simply stirred something inside his stomach that he didn't like at all. Taesan just hated shows and fanservice... well, as long as it wasn't them and him.
"Don't you notice how I get quiet when there's no one else around? Me and you in awkward silence."
At lunch time, Taesan could tell that everyone had plans to go out... except him. He knew that each of the members had the right to go out, after all, they were adults with a life separate from being idols, but Taesan sometimes hated being the only one who never had anyone to go out with. Sure he had friends, but none of them asked him out.
Lost in his thoughts, Taesan tensed up as he snapped out of his trance and saw them. There they were. He quickly looked around, sure enough, they were alone. They were calmly staring at their phone on the couch while Taesan fell into the madness of what he should do, all the members had already left, leaving him alone with them. He had to take a breath and, eventually, ended up sitting on the couch watching TV, an awkward silence settling between them that only Taesan had noticed.
