You're back at work, like every day, organizing makeup bags or your own vanity all the time. It wasn't easy to do and take off thirteen men's makeup by yourself, but you were getting used to it. And here you are now, inside a dressing room with all the members gathered and staff walking around frantically. Obviously the environment wouldn't be silent when the group was present, always shouting, telling weird jokes or laughing too loudly among themselves. While you cleaned the makeup brushes, you couldn't help but smile slightly under the disposable mask, watching the boys joke around with their staff all the time. Your eyes quickly meet the smiley and liveliest of the group, Seokmin, but before you know it, he's already looked away. It was always like that, he'd tell the dumbest joke possible and make everyone laugh, but he always had his eyes on you, wanting to know if you'd laugh too.

"Whoa, guys, I'm totally tired, can we have a drink after work?"Hoshi grumbles, lying down sloppily on the leather couch. Soon the voices mix again and you just ignore them, continuing to work, as always, but a presence behind you makes you raise your head and look at your reflection in the mirror.

"Mmh... I think I smudged my makeup, could you fix it for me, please?"Seokmin smiles without showing his teeth, he seemed nervous and completely different from the extrovert you saw minutes ago. He always made everyone laugh and feel comfortable with his presence, but with you it was the opposite, he never tried to make you laugh until you cried or anything like that, he always seemed to walk on eggshells when he was with you.