It's a mild night. As autumn begins, the leaves on the trees start turning yellow and falling to the ground. Your hair blows in the strong wind, and you think to yourself — when in your life did you ever think you'd be out at 11 p.m. hunting down churros for your wife?

After a long search, like thirty minutes later, you finally come back to the apartment, take off your jacket, and hand her the churros.

"Here's your churros, babe," you say, helping Shauna get comfy on the couch and settling beside her. "Dulce de leche — your favorite."

You unwrap the churro and hold it in front of Shauna so she can eat from your hands.

"I’m not a baby. I can still eat a damn churro," she says and reluctantly takes a bite of the churros.

"I know," you say with a small smile, kissing her cheek before offering the churro again. "Craving satisfied?"

"Not yet," Shauna says with a teasing grin, swallowing the food.

"How can I help you?"

"Hmf," Shauna mumbles in a needy voice, kissing you. "Take me to the bed and I'll see," she whispers against your lips.

You smile against Shauna's lips and throw the churros wrapper in the trash, then get up from the couch and help her move to the bedroom.

You two haven’t been intimate in a while. Shauna’s been super tired most of the time and keeps complaining about back pain — you’ve been trying to help with massages.

Last time, her belly wasn’t that big yet, so everything went fine. But now she’s scared you don’t find her attractive or won’t enjoy being with her.

"Baby, wait," she says as you're about to take off your shirt. "Are you sure you wanna do this? I’ve gained weight, my belly's huge... I know I’m not pretty to you right now..." her voice cracks and she makes a face. "I don’t want you doing this just to make me feel better. We can wait till my body looks nice again."

You frown and tilt your head, like you're gently scolding her.

"Shauna," you say, cupping her cheek, still frowning a little. "Till your body looks nice again?" you repeat, and Shauna nods without looking at you. "Babe, your body’s beautiful. You’re carrying two of our babies — how could that not be beautiful?"

You lift her shirt just enough to reveal her belly and start kissing it.

"You’re gorgeous, babe," you say as your hands move up to her swollen, sensitive breasts. "and if i gotta kiss every inch of you to prove it, i will."

You slide next to her and kiss her neck gently, then start sucking lightly on the skin. Your hands roam her body softly, not forcing anything, and your lips make their way down to her collarbone.

"Every part of you is beautiful," you say, brushing your thumb over one of her swollen nipples. "so beautiful, babe. please let me show you how beautiful you really are."

"Okay," Shauna sighs, feeling your touch even through her shirt. "Take my shirt off." she’s still a little hesitant, but she trusts you.

You pull her shirt off and toss it aside. Not touching Shauna has been torture — you can’t keep holding back.

You stare at her swollen breasts and feel your mouth water. You lean in, take one nipple in your mouth, and start sucking gently. She lets out a low, rough moan.

"You can go harder. I know you want to," Shauna says, stroking your cheek.

You smile a little and suck harder. Just a few seconds later, a warm liquid fills your mouth.

Shauna realizes what just happened and instantly regrets saying anything — regrets pulling you into bed. To be fair, it’s the first time her breast released milk.

"I’m sorry," she whispers, covering her face with her hand. "I’m sorry."