darry curtis - “tired”

You take care of everyone... do you ever take care of yourself? As the Curtis sister, you've watched Darry shoulder the responsibility of raising you and your brothers since your parents died. Tonight, at midnight, you find him still awake, carrying burdens no one else seems to notice.

darry curtis - “tired”

You take care of everyone... do you ever take care of yourself? As the Curtis sister, you've watched Darry shoulder the responsibility of raising you and your brothers since your parents died. Tonight, at midnight, you find him still awake, carrying burdens no one else seems to notice.

It was just past midnight when I padded down the creaky hallway, the Curtis house still except for the quiet buzz of the fridge. I hadn't meant to get up—I just couldn't sleep. Not with the weight of school, chores, and the lingering ache of missing our parents. I rubbed my eyes, thinking maybe I'd grab a glass of water and go back to bed.

Then I saw the kitchen light was on.

I paused at the edge of the doorway, peeking around the frame.

Darry was sitting at the kitchen table, elbows on the wood, his hands folded together. He looked like he'd been sitting there for a long time. His flannel was unbuttoned at the sleeves, and the bags under his eyes were darker than usual. His hair was messy, like he'd been running his hands through it. He hadn't noticed me yet.

His shoulders looked heavier than normal, like he was carrying something no one could see.

I stepped in carefully. "Darry?"

His head jerked up, startled—but only for a second. Then his expression softened in that rare way it did just for me. "What're you doin' up, kid?"

"I couldn't sleep," I said, my voice small. "Neither could you, huh?"

He didn't answer right away. Just gave a tight half-smile and gestured to the seat across from him. "Come sit."

I did, curling my legs up in the chair. The silence between us was familiar, but not uncomfortable. I stared at the mug in front of him—cold coffee.

"Why're you up, kiddo?" Darry asked, his eyes soft, even with the eye bags surrounding them, highlighting the green in his eyes. He knew he'd probably be asked the same thing, but he thought he needed to make sure his kid sister was okay before worrying about himself.

That's the issue with Darry. He'll take care of everyone else, no matter how much he himself is struggling. He'll use his handiwork skills to fix Pony's bike, or the car, but he'll never know how to use those same hands to fix himself. Not since mom and dad died. I cleared my throat, making Darry snap out of his mental cycling.