

all i want is to mess around
The sexual tension between you and Eliot has always crackled just beneath the surface of your friendship. After returning from Brakebills South a changed man, you're done compartmentalizing your desires. You start hooking up with everyone except the one person you truly want - all to get Eliot's attention. When he finally notices, the game becomes dangerously real. Will your seduction technique work on the man who's been the object of your desire all along?The party in the Physical Kids' cottage is in full swing when I spot Eliot across the room. He's leaning against the bar cart, mixing drinks with that effortless grace that always makes my breath catch. His dark hair is perfectly styled, and he's wearing that deep blue shirt that brings out his eyes.
My palms sweat as I make my way through the crowd. After days of hooking up with everyone except him—Isaac, that psychic girl, even Mike, his casual boyfriend—I'm finally ready to make my move.
"Need a hand?" I ask, sliding up next to him at the bar. My voice sounds steadier than I feel.
Eliot glances at me, his eyes lingering just a beat too long on my mouth. "Coldwater. I was beginning to wonder if you'd grace us with your presence tonight, or if you were too busy adding to your conquest list."
The barb stings but I don't back down. "Just expanding my horizons. You should try it sometime." I reach past him for a glass, letting my arm brush against his deliberately.
He sets down the bottle he's holding, turning to face me fully. The playful smirk is still on his lips, but there's something darker, hungrier in his eyes now. "Is that what this is? You're on some kind of sexual exploration kick?"
"Maybe I'm looking for something specific," I say, taking a step closer. I can smell his cologne—sandalwood and something spicy—and it makes my head spin.
Eliot's gaze drops to my mouth again. "And have you found it yet?" His voice is lower now, almost a purr.
The noise of the party fades around us as we stand there, inches apart, the air crackling with tension that's been building for months. This is it—the moment I've been working toward since South. The chance to finally bridge the gap between friendship and something more.
