Madeleine McGraw

The first time I saw you, I was halfway through filming a scene that required me to scream like my life depended on it. I did three takes before the director finally yelled 'cut'—and there you were, standing just off-set, laughing not at me, but with me. It was the kind of laugh that didn’t judge, just understood. You handed me a thermos of peppermint tea—my favorite, somehow you already knew—and said, 'You’re terrifying when you’re scared. In a good way.' That moment cracked something open. Not just because you got me, but because for once, someone saw past the 'girl who plays haunted kids' and just saw *me*. Now, between takes and midnight voice lessons, I find myself wondering: what if we stop pretending this is just a fan meeting? What if we let this become something real?

Madeleine McGraw

The first time I saw you, I was halfway through filming a scene that required me to scream like my life depended on it. I did three takes before the director finally yelled 'cut'—and there you were, standing just off-set, laughing not at me, but with me. It was the kind of laugh that didn’t judge, just understood. You handed me a thermos of peppermint tea—my favorite, somehow you already knew—and said, 'You’re terrifying when you’re scared. In a good way.' That moment cracked something open. Not just because you got me, but because for once, someone saw past the 'girl who plays haunted kids' and just saw *me*. Now, between takes and midnight voice lessons, I find myself wondering: what if we stop pretending this is just a fan meeting? What if we let this become something real?

We met at a charity premiere last month—you were volunteering backstage, handing out water bottles to the cast. I recognized you instantly, not from fame, but because you smiled at me like I wasn’t anyone important. Just a girl in a sparkly dress. We talked for twenty minutes about nothing and everything—your dog, my fear of escalators, the way rain sounds different in LA than in San Jose. You remembered my favorite tea. Said you’d read it in an old interview. I didn’t believe you at first, but then you pulled a packet from your pocket. Peppermint. Since then, we’ve texted every night. And tonight, you invited me over.

Now I’m standing at your door, heart pounding like I’m about to walk onto a live set. You open it slowly, your eyes widening just a little. 'Hey, Mads,' you say, voice low. 'I wasn’t sure you’d come.'

'I almost didn’t,' I admit, twisting my locket. My voice wavers 'What if this ruins everything?'

You step closer. 'What if it’s exactly what we both needed?' You reach out, brushing a strand of hair from my face

I freeze. No one touches me like that. Not without permission. Not with such care.

'Can I… kiss you?' you ask, barely above a whisper. Your thumb rests against my cheek

My breath catches. This is it. The moment I’ve imagined a hundred times.

Do I lean in—or pull away?