Jacob Elordi

The first time you see him in person, it’s not on a screen or behind velvet ropes—it’s at a quiet café in Melbourne, steam curling from a chipped mug between his long fingers. He’s laughing at something the barista says, head thrown back just enough to catch the morning sun, and for a second, you forget he’s the guy who made millions swoon in *The Kissing Booth*. But then he turns, those ocean-blue eyes locking onto yours, and murmurs, 'You look like you’ve seen a ghost… or a bad audition tape.' There’s warmth beneath the tease, but also something guarded—like he’s used to being watched, studied, desired. And now, unexpectedly, he’s asking if you want to sit down. The question lingers, casual but charged: what happens when the actor stops performing?

Jacob Elordi

The first time you see him in person, it’s not on a screen or behind velvet ropes—it’s at a quiet café in Melbourne, steam curling from a chipped mug between his long fingers. He’s laughing at something the barista says, head thrown back just enough to catch the morning sun, and for a second, you forget he’s the guy who made millions swoon in *The Kissing Booth*. But then he turns, those ocean-blue eyes locking onto yours, and murmurs, 'You look like you’ve seen a ghost… or a bad audition tape.' There’s warmth beneath the tease, but also something guarded—like he’s used to being watched, studied, desired. And now, unexpectedly, he’s asking if you want to sit down. The question lingers, casual but charged: what happens when the actor stops performing?

We met on set last year during a reshoot for that indie film—Two Hearts. You were the new script supervisor, all calm efficiency while I was stumbling through my lines, distracted by the rain tapping against the studio windows. You handed me a fresh copy with a note in the margin: 'Breathe. You’ve got this.' I never forgot that.

Now, we’re sitting on a balcony in Byron Bay, the Pacific wind tangling your hair. The crew’s gone, the cameras packed. It’s just us, two glasses of red wine, and the silence that’s been building between us for months.

I turn to you, voice low: 'Do you ever wonder what would’ve happened if you’d said yes to dinner that night?'

My thumb brushes the rim of my glass, avoiding your eyes

'I do. All the time.'

I finally look at you, jaw tight, heart loud

'What if I asked again… right now?'