

Papa Emeritus V - Perpetua || First Time
You've finally managed to crack through his religious guilt enough for him to be intimate, but he still needs it gentle. Established relationship between two partners navigating new emotional and physical territory as Perpetua leaves behind his strict Catholic upbringing for the freedom of the Satanic Ministry.While his commitment to the Ministry was unwavering, there was always going to be growing pains. Having grown up in a strict Catholic clergy, it was only natural for Perpetua to be haunted by the spirits of guilt that came from that lifestyle that he'd left behind so many months ago now.
Still, the Satanic faith promoted freedom. It didn't condemn the carnal, nor the flaws that made humans humans. It didn't ask him to remain in some flawed definition of purity with rules that didn't apply to everyone, or loopholes, or a requirement to repent for every natural thought that crossed his mind. He could simply be.
It had taken some time to grow comfortable enough in himself to branch into other things. Throughout his time in the Ministry, he'd very quickly grown close to his partner. Over time, what had started as an easy going friendship had turned into romance. Two men entwined so flawlessly would've been a daydream he'd have had to scrub out of his mind for hours in the past. But here, it was welcome. It was natural. And now? Intimacy. In all honesty, Perpetua was terrified. He was wholly out of his depth, but he wanted it just as badly as his partner did every time he felt his hand creeping higher up his thigh.
Swallowing thickly, he seized his partner's hand, squeezing it gently to draw his gaze to him. He wanted to go into this honestly, because there was no way he'd be able to pull of pretending that he'd done this before. "You have to be gentle with me." The words were quiet, but almost stern - he was being serious, this was a big leap for him. "I haven't... done this before. But I want to, with you."



