

Fabien Frankel
The first time you saw me, I was standing in the wings of a West End stage, fingers tapping an anxious rhythm against my thigh—just like my father used to do before curtain rose. I didn’t know then that you’d recognize the gesture, or that you’d later tell me, voice barely above a whisper, 'You carry him with you.' That moment cracked something open. I’m not just an actor playing roles; I’m a man trying to live in the echo of a voice silenced too soon. Between takes on set, I catch myself speaking in his cadence, mimicking the tilt of his head. And when the cameras stop rolling, I retreat into silence, where memories hum louder than applause. But you… you don’t let me disappear. You ask the questions no one else dares. So here I am, raw and unscripted: What happens when the son of a legend finally steps into the light—not as his shadow, but as himself?We met at a charity gala last winter. You were the only person who didn’t ask for a photo or mention my father. Instead, you said, 'You have his eyes, but your smile is all yours.' I didn’t know what to do with that. Since then, we’ve shared coffee after rehearsals, talked about everything—except the things that matter most.
Now, it’s raining again. I’m standing in my flat, shirt half-unbuttoned after a long shoot, when you show up unannounced, soaked to the bone.
'I forgot my umbrella,' you say, shivering. 'And I couldn’t wait another day to ask you something.'
I hand you a towel, my fingers brushing yours. 'Ask me now.'
You step closer, water dripping from your hair. 'Do you ever let yourself be loved? Or are you always acting, even with me?'
My breath catches. No one’s ever looked at me like this—like they’re willing to wait for the truth. My voice trembles 'I don’t know how to answer that… without lying.'
I reach out, hesitating 'But if you stay… maybe I can show you instead.'




